say cheeese :D

2008-06-12T23:21:00.001+08:00

hahaha thanks ah shanyl & kaiwei!
(btw ah xing called ME just now. he'll be meeting me at taipei 101 at 12 midnight tmr. i believe we'll have a GREAT TIME HAHAHAHAA)

no goodbyes, no presents =p
bye world, take care.

2008-06-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

it has been more than 6 mths.

i really dont know bout this.
gud luck man!

feverish

2008-05-21T22:14:00.001+08:00

im suddenly down with a fever :(

sighh.. but i wana go sentosa on friday!!!!!

感性的话

2008-05-16T22:33:00.006+08:00

ｈｅｌｌｏ，

其实.. 用华语才能表达我的心情... 同时我也希望不会有太多人看到我的ｐｏｓｔ．因为我不要别人看到我感性的一面.
哈哈.

最近好累, 心情还蛮低落的..
也不知道为什么我一直遇到很倒霉还有令我难过的事.
或许我真的变回老样子了.. 越来越不能控制我的情绪.
有些时候真的是被逼的, 我也不想.
但我也不能不承认, 我已经渐渐地失去自己...
今天, 我需要很早到学校ｄｏｍａｋｅ－ｕｐｐｅ，
因为我很笨, 我穿裙子玩 -.-
我每次都这样的! 没事找事做:(
不过还好... 我有3个对我非常照顾的朋友- ｌｏｒｅｔｔａ，ｓｈａｎ，ｋｗ
他们人超好! 早早就来学校陪我, 你们的好意我心领了!
我很高兴遇到这么好的朋友...
同时, 我也很想念其他朋友.......
只可惜, 我们不能象以前一样, 天天拥有彼此的陪伴.

眼看假日就要来了, 但我真是哭笑不得.
虽然我可以去台湾, 可是只要我一想到回来要考试就很ｓｉａｎ!
我希望我不要再辜负自己了..... 爸爸要我读好书, 才能靠自己..
只要我一想起他那天说的话, 我就很难过. 我很需要依赖人, 又怎么能不相信别人呢．

有时候, 我很羡慕别人,
懂得越少反而比较好.... 不然我会想很多.... ａｙｅ我也不懂我在说什么....
在学校, 时间好象完全停止.. 真的很闷啊.. 如果不是我班那些调皮捣蛋的同学, 我恐怕早就已经被闷死啦.

说到这,
几天前发生的四川大地震, 那些画面实在令人心碎....
这已完全显现出来人类的脆弱....
希望事情会有好转.. 希望上天能帮助他们度过这场灾劫.

我好想好想飞, 逃离这个, 疯狂世界.

2008-05-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

hello,

i wanted to update bout the bugis trip with my classmates.. but since kaiwei had done a great job updating, please refer to her blog for more details hahahaa.

anyway, today is our DOG's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOG!!!!
hope u enjoyed urself today.
haahaha

glad to meet up with G-ERS again. hahahaah
go sisterhood. =p

2008-05-02T23:29:00.001+08:00

i dno what happened to my dad.
he keeps murmuring to himself.
he asks me not to trust anybody, have to depend on myself.
he said that over 100 times.

i dont know what to do.

mayday concert 2008

2008-04-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

26th April - MAYDAY down to earth concert. hahahaa

NICE!

went there with zhu, hahaaa

and.... i bought a concert tee =/

hahahaha before that we were looking at the designs n i commented that its not worth the money cos the design dont look related to them. hahaha

in the end.........

i duo luo. hahaha

but there were shirts which costs 50 bucks!

i nvr buy dose la, lik the stickers bag all that like useless, somemore really is don ahve their photo or anything one.

haaha.. so i bought a concert tee which says "make music, not war" for 28. hahaah

its super nice to wear! the size is jus right oso, last time i bought one.. den too small.

hahaaha

YAY.

the concert was a BLAST!

my section there lik not so high, but got one row of frens in front us damn high. so i dont care i jus jump like mad.

hahaahah.. i cant imagine dose sitting down... dno they go there for what, might as well throw e money away.

they sung most of my favourite songs!!!!!!!!!!! like ai qing mo yang, jiu hao qiu, heng xing de heng xin, yi qian ge shi ji, sheng ming you yi zhong jue dui. hahahah and lotssss more.

AND THE BEST PART WAS, GUAI SHOU SAW ME!!

cos they got does stage extensions. hahaa den guai shou was in front of my block,

i waved the lightstick lik crazy at him, den he saw and he POINTED at me sia! hahaahahaha plus his killer look, i almost melted on the spot.

he's damn handsome, especially when he play the electric guitar! he stiu can put the guitar on his shoulders &play.

GUAI SHOU (aka monster) is the one on the left. hahaha

this picture was taken from jump concert though, &not taken by me.

me n zhu din bring camera to the down to earth concert, hahaahah

so we din take any pics. but im sure ppl will start uploading theirs soon. [i hope!!]

ah xing damn shuai oso loh!!!

his voice very power, hahaa he sung yang zhong wei's yang cong oso. hahaa

i hope i'll have a chance to watch them in taiwan someday!

LOVE THEM TO BITS.

most probably must wait until 2009 to see them agn :(

26th april =)

2008-04-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

dont knw why i don seem to have enough sleep.
i NEVER seem to have enough sleep!
i feel like a walking corpse in the day, very restless and lazy to the extent of speaking less than 100 sentences per day. hahaa

perhaps its largely due to the bad weather....
i dont know. my flu is back to haunt me...
looks like its time to take a break. i shall find a good day to slack at home next week.

i haven start studying for chem test.
good luck to myself.

2008-04-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

please consider the feelings of the minority. thank you.
hahaa

ｂａｃｋ

2008-04-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

我会振作起来的.

2008-03-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

this shall be one of my most truthful posts...

this week was terrible for me.
many things hit me hard, and i realised i really need to buck up.
time for a change in my attitude i guess.
i've been tryin to convince everyone including myself that things turned out the way they were because of many other reasons but who am i trying to kid..
the problem really lied with me.

what mr sim and coach said are very true.
i din put in enough effort, i haven tried my best.
dats why i let some people down...
i told my mum i did badly for my math just like everybody else, but i din tell her its because of my own laziness that caused the dip in my math results.

thanks girls, for being there.. esp ytd!

2008-03-29T01:15:00.003+08:00

if say im given a task to complete by a deadline, do u tink im capable of that?

if you think its a yes almost immediately, then thanks.
if you think its a no... i feel that u only know me on the surface.
u think im slack n irresponsible,
i know i cant blame u entirely since i do have a slack attitude afterall.

but my point here is that..
im disappointed to know that even those whom i thought understand me very well doesnt even have faith in me at all.
to put it simply, i feel that u dont know me well enough,
is it really that hard to even trust me?
dont say u have good hindsight, because thats really just an excuse.
if i had proven myself to be that lousy in yr eyes, then what for.

i am disappointed, but at the same time things are much clearer to me now.
thanks.. but no thanks. {i dont need your so-called 'trust'}

in the meantime, things really suck. but im lucky to have some other people around:)

2008-03-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

4a bbq! - 21st March at Zhong Mou's hse :D {mandarin gardens.}

clinton like cannot pose properly lor, dno why he so AP. hahahaahahah =p

justin is extremely happy.

dont we look like some tourists at some random riverside? hahaha

thanks to jing wei for sending me the photos! :D
credits to huiying for editing the 1st 2 photos {i adjusted the brightness for JUSTIN'S SAKE, pls lor, it turned out that his face darker than mine, just look at the first photo la.}
hahaha

py&yol; wait patiently for my next update =p

updatesss

2008-03-23T11:42:00.004+08:00

hello!

been busy with trainings, viwawa-ing and chilling out since MBT!

the math paper was definitely a killer!! hahaa luckily i din put too much focus on it.. if i can get above 20 really considered gud alr! {anybody wants tuition?? preferably dose staying in tamp :D}

went for trng at kallang on... thursday?

hahaa but if u think thats super far alr.. how bout yio chu kang!!?

went there on saturday, needed to get used to the courts there since our comp venue is YCK.

firday, 21st march - LORETTA's BDAY :D

me n zhu watched Rule 1 {&even up till today, i tink bout it every night. hahaa!}

then we went for 4a bbq at zhong mou's hse!

finally met up with some of the a-ers after so long, hahaa many apologies for the previous outings i missed.

LOTATA, hope u enjoyed urself that day! :DD

anyw, photos wud be posted at a later date :)

some random photos,

BYEBYE! :) gud luck for MBT results!

2 more days

2008-03-18T00:21:00.008+08:00

had econs paper today.

dont feel very good about the paper.
hahaa... was quite demoralising when i was doing question one, all the answers are lik similar.
den proceeded on the q2, even worse.
repeat the same things agn.
tian ah, econs was supposedly my only hope.

ohwell.
while i was studying history today, my neighbour downstairs started practising STOMP.
from 4+ till 7+. wth.
there's drums whistles pots pans they used almost everything in the hse which are able to produce sounds.
DAMNNNNN FREAKING IRRITATING.
the more i read the words the more infuriated i am.
i really really wanted to go downstairs and ask them to stop.
and the thought of dialling 999 crossed my mind oso!
its nt the first time they do this, started lik a month ago, "once it starts, it never stops."
haahahah
I HATE THE PEOPLE LIVING BELOW ME.
they are like the most inconsiderate bunch, last time the children got pee at the stairways sia, always got one smelly odour...
and its always the dirtiest. hahaa
okok im starting to be biased.

THEY'D BETTER NOT DISTURB ME TMR.
let my voice be heard.

2008-03-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

GONECASE ALR LAH.

i found this online gaming website which is super addictive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there are games like mahjong, daidee........... which {coincidentally} are my favourites =/
im sorry for sending the link to my haojiemeis.
hahhahahah but really very fun leh :D

ohno i seem hear a voice saying....
"huiying ah huiying,
NI WAN DAN LE!"

=)

2008-03-07T21:30:00.008+08:00

hihihihihihihihihihihihi

looks like its been a while since i typed a proper post.

hahaha.. i shall elaborate bout the mayday press conference + signing of concert tix!! :D

met up with tingting on that particular day and headed for meritus mandarin tgt :)

luckily she was one of the winners also! i cant imagine goin thr alone since everybody else have lessons.

okokokok
so.. we were super super excited!!!!!
owe met v veri nice auntie on mrt, gave up seat to her & she 'returned' it me. actually 99% of the time ppl do return the favour, and i guess thats what makes the world go round. okay i dno why im talking bout this but nvm, let's proceed.

hahhahaah it turned out that we were the last 2 among the 20 to reach there...

we reached at 1, but we were told that mayday was coming at 2 -.-

okay, so the scary thing was.... WE SAW FOUR CHAIRS ON THE STAGE ONLY.

hahaha so we were praying that the one absent wasnt ah xing =p

then the reporters/camera crew piled in and they sat at round tables, sort of lik dose banquet tables. while we sat in 2 rows at the back. then the cameramen &all happily put their huge cameras in front of the table where mayday supposed to sit -.- totally blocked our views you mei you.

but it din matter cos me n tingting walked to the side to take a closer look at them :D

hahaha den dasmond pei fen & one more dno who were the emcees for the conference,

then dasmond said "the 20 ppl at the back must be super happy right.. dont tink i dno.. i went on channel u website and saw the cheers okay, later i shall ask some of u to come up and say a few lines."

then my heart stopped beating.

hahaahah, but my heartbeat went back to norm when HE POINTED TO THE ONLY GUY WINNER:DD

hahaha but i tink he damn malu, so he jus say he cant rmb his cheer. hoho

THEN MY MAYDAY FINALLY ARRIVED!!! {minus shi tou}

hahaahah awwwwww so super cute.

everybody started flashing their cameras at them.. hahaha and they were given superband caps -.-

ah xing became veri preoccupied with drawing the cap and ryan{guan you :p} was v quiet initially &haven answered any qns so the rest started to bully him agn. hahaha in the end his answers were very similar to that of monster's, lol i tink his plight is somewhat similar to that of nana's, now you know what i mean :)

hahha after that was grp phototaking session :D

10 fans + mayday = one photo.

hahahaa i was the second batch to go up. so i faster chionged to shake ah xing's hand!!!!

DEN I ACTUALLY STAND BESIDE HIM ONE LOR WAH LAUUU ONE STUPID WOMEN COME SQUEEZE IN BETWEEN.. and tingting oso stand next to her.. so bo bian lah.

hahaha but my lips were lik trembling cos so many cameras in front!!!!!!!!

and i turned out to be super ugly in the pic :(

hai, this one kope from channel u website de. actually got another picture mayday look at the camera, but i lik cmi so im not gona post that.. hahahaha only for my own reference.

oh man, no chance for individual pics :(

BUT NVM, after taking this photo i faster shake AHXING'S HAND AGAIN. haahahahah

then i shake guan you's hand!! then i shake monster's hand!!!!

hahahah dno where ma sha gone so nvr shake his hand.

after that was tea reception, but mayday hang ard for a while go alr. and me n tingting took photos with dasmond n peifen. hahaha went up to dasmond and try to act frenly by telling him we are anglicans too. LOL. dasmond still say zi pai nicer den he help take pics of us. hahaa

both of them quite nice :D

the pics are mostly with tingting so i shall post the pics at a later date.

so we took the free poster and chiong to bugis for the signing of concert tix at 7pm.

lol, u must be thinkin im crazy..... but but but.... i really am crazy.

but im not lik dose crazy until will give them stuff okay, cos i know chances of them keeping it is ZEERO. and i oso nvr book van to chase them all.

hahaa. but at least they have a healthy image of a rockband. ah xing doesnt smoke or drink, shi tou n guan you are happily married n have children. they all have a great sense of humour and are serious when it comes to making music. so i totally adore them!!!

me n tingting started queueing at 3+ cos we had nth better to do. hahaa

tingting actually brought cards so we asked a few more ppl to play with us, china ppl to be exact. hahaa and dats when i realised their way of playing daidee is different from our way, the way they play "oh-beh-som" is also SUPER different. ask me next time and mayb i'd try to explain. hahaha

MD was late and they only reached at 7.45pm. hahaa den they started to bully guan you agn as usual, ask him sing alot of songs. {he's the drummer so most of the time he's stuck to his drums during concerts, so they tryin to give him as many chances to sing to us as possible.} hahaha

after that played games with 2 fans. one fan from malaysia and she don underst chinese but she know how to speak english. so they asked questions in english. hahaaaa.. daaamn funny.

go to xin.sg for chU websites for videos :D

i was within the first 100 in the queue, so my turn came very fast.

hahaah AND IM 100% SURE GUAI SHOU REMEMBERS ME!!!

dont ask me why, the look of his face just confirms that.

he grinned so widely until his eyes closed, just like mine! hahahaah

okokok.

after that me tingting n zhu ate dinner, and by the time we went back they were still signing.

waited for the event to end, only then we felt totally satisfied.

im glad i submitted my cheer. hoho :D &im glad i have tingting to share this joy with.

all in all IT WAS A DREAM COME TRUE! {4th march 2008-din pon for nothing. and also thanks to my parents for being so understanding. hahahha}

26th april- singapore indoor stadium

GUAI SHOU JIA YOU!!!

2008-03-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

DREAM COME TRUE(:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2008-02-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

"Congratulations! You have won yourself an invite (for one person only) for May Day's press conference!"

hahahahaahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahahaha

2008-02-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

"Simply come up with a creative SuperBand cheer within 100 words, e-mail to --- and you might just be one of the 20 lucky viewers who will be picked to attend Superband Mayday press conference and a photo opportunity with MayDay!"

BECAUSE OF THIS,
I CAME UP WITH A CHEER {regarding superband} AND EMAILED IT!
hahaahahahah
i shall keep my fingers crossed.
dont laugh, its actually my first time taking part in this kinda shyt. hahaha
oh, i din include the email add here bcos im afraid many of u mayday fanatics out there wud immediately come up with a cheer oso. hahahaha :DDD

so there.
I HOPE I DO WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watched L, change the world at cs with my classmates plus one 415 extra. hahaahah
{shaikha, atiqah, lor, shan, kw, norwin + wenru}
i tink the movie not bad, hahaa but i was quite lost at the beginning of the show.
took neos after that. {oh no, the craze is coming back.. =p}
hahaa AND FINALLY,

I GOT TICKETS TO MAYDAY CONCERT!!!
ZHU'S GOING WITH ME~~ YAY :D
cant wait for 26th April!

wrong wrong wrong

2008-02-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

alamak.
i seriously cannot find time to blog a proper entry bout my bday!
hahaha haven thank the exact people yet...
but i really appreciate everything! thankssss all dose who sent their bday wishes to me, including sms-es, frenster, call, face to face. really sorry to dose whom i nvr wish happy bday to but still never fail to wish me every year... because i really suck at remembering dates.. hahaa..... unless ure bday oso falls on vday or some other day like me la :D :D :D

anyw went to kaiwei hse the other day to play mj and blackjack... hahaa
i won some $$!
haaha but uhh.. the next day i went to see doctor AGAIN.. yes i know, it was approximately my 184932564084393th trip there.
so basically i've thrown all my money to DR WEE {izit wee? it's funny how i still cudnt memorise his surname}, so he shud be really grateful for that.

had frenly with tj at tj today. hahaha
uhh, no matter what the outcome was, im sure everybody gave their best shot, so no worries bout anything.. and we won majority of the matches :)
lol, bcos we have an entertainer like the fat-pig-who-doesnt-think-she's-fat, it wasnt that boring. plus the tj ppl were v frenly.
hahaa.. oh i saw grace, pui yee!! hahaa den when going home saw cheehuat.
nice to see a few of the g-ers, hahaa and they're still lookin good =p

alright, time to go.

everything's going wrong,
it wasnt supposed to be u.

perfume guy

2008-02-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

finally found a blogskin thats suitable to my liking!
been tryin to find a plain template with nice/vintage background..it took me a whole morning!
but i think the links on top are kinda screwed.. hahaa

oh and please be patient.
hahaa i shall update more in my next entry =)

18

2008-02-14T23:36:00.003+08:00

i can buy toto starting from today onwards.

hahaha THANK YOU EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!
im really really really really very touched....

but too bad i have this irritating cough which jus wont disappear..
i almost coughed my way to hell when i reached home jus now... seriously, i puked phlegm out for at least 30 times!{luckily no trace of blood}
other than that, im a happy girl today!

shall update more tmr.

i nvr once forget bout it...
thanks for remembering.

I'M 18!

2008-02-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

today, i felt as if the whole world were against me! {err, not exactly talkin bout the racket hitting my head though, but rather many many many many many many many many many many other bad luck that i encountered as well......}

thanks to dose who cared... im really grateful for all of you!
i'll never forget today, SUPER-LANG-BEI DAY...
must be that fuckface at our sch main gate la....... ONE DAY I'LL EXPLODE I TELL YOU.

sigh, i miss you so

2008-02-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year! :)
hmm, but i hafta admit, its rather boring for me though.. hahaa
hvn been going bai nian at all, lol.. but my parents' frens came to visit.
i guess tmr i'd be going visiting bah.
anyw, i was one of the backstage helper for mj CNY concert!
hahaa these are the pictures of the backstage crew

hahaa even though its quite a malu job, but we had fun anyways.

hahaha, playing with the microphones before the start of the concert. =)

went bugis last saturday to find a fren..and watch jay with zhu :D

actors of kung fu dunk-chen chu he &jay.

hahaa ohwells, quite shuai lah both of them. hahaa

my cough still hvn recover since one month ago? wonder whats wrong..
my throat itchy until siao, feel lik pulling it out to scratch.
i seriously hope my lungs are doing fine!!!
watched ah long pte ltd with nana n ting ytd at cine.. hahaa
town's lik so dead for the first time... only 3 shops were open at heerens!
met quite a number of familiar faces, hahaa
i tink ah long's quite funny, catch it if u must!

hai, &now im feeling the after effects of the flu medicine, bye.

sadly, we belong to two different worlds...

i love my smile.

2008-02-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

oh man, i really miss the good old days! :( im sure u know what im referring to.

hahaa, i miss dose carefree days, cant imagine that i actually lookED forward to going school last time! &i was always early enough to watch sunrise sia.
no kidding. hahaa..
and also doing lots of stupid stuff tgt..........

blah:(
cny's approaching.. i seriously don have the mood for it. hai, wont be gg back to my lovely grandma hse, wonder how wud it be like back there for them..
hope they'll have a merry new year ...

a reminder for myself;
KEEP SMILING... may the angbaos keep ROLLING IN!

mr hu

2008-02-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

wow i actually din knw that my hp has a function thats capable of doing this!
hahaha..

are you my MR HU??

confession.

2008-01-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

stupid excuses you wud give.

why am i the one who gets it?

act cool shit, wear the cap &u tink ure the coolest person on de earth?

who in the right mind wud wear a cap when there's a shelter over ure head, while the rest of us stood under the hot sun and we definintely feel way cooler than u, u stupid manure.

mayb u jus hafta cover ure face right, that i totally understand :)

you really think im dumb enough to believe dose excuses.... man u must have been a genius.

shit stuff aside,

im feeling better now...

spent some quality time with 412 after roadrace. hahaa

lunched at pastamania :D.. its been a long time since we hang out tgt as a class.

hahaa &we took quite a number of photos, including bad ones too.

hahaa.. our hair looks quite messy... blame it on the wind lah..
after lunch we bought stuff from popular.. stuff for the class noticeboard deco..
then alot of ppl started leaving.. hahaa in the end only left with me loretta norwin wenru.. so we went into toys r us n did stupid things. hahaa

see we found atiqah!! ;p

hahaha actually norwin oso rode on this, but the horse's legs broke right after that. so we don hav the picture! :)

hahaah wenru used the stupid barney to cover my face while loretta tried to take my picture... hahaa idiot sia.

&lastly, there's this photo i have to share......

i hope it doesnt make ure stomach queasy. hahaha

met up with kaiwei shan and we left for safra to play photohunt! lol.. broke 2 records only. arghh we were only a tiny distance away from the first... went home ard 4.30... loretta n kaiwei sneakily went to eat prata w/o us. hahaa so jian!! =p

okay... dat explains why i cant go out with haojiemeis today. lots of hw to do and there's chem spa answers to memorise!!.. good thing is, i wont hafta bear the pain of watching them shop :DD {because i bought tons of stuff for new year alr!!} i hope they come back feeling poor :))

bye! :D

myprince

2008-01-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

hello!
im finally back for some updates.
hahaa.. but guess what. im too lazy to upload the pictures.
hahaa but they'll definitely be up on my msn spaces.
so if you want, {and if u can}, go to my msn spaces =p

okay, so i hvn fully recover from my cough yet. and i decide to give up heeding my doctor's advise of not drinkin cold water.
why bother when im not getting any better even when i refrained from drinkin soft drinks for the past few days...

anyw, i've got my PAY alr!!! im 700 bucks richer..
hohoho, my first shopping spree shall start tmr at orchard! :D

okay, basically i've got nth left to comment bout/
byeeeeeeeee

except mayb u'll come &be myprince.

cough cough cough

2008-01-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

im down with a bad cough.
i went to see the chinese physician as suggested by my parents but i nvr really recover -.-
so much for drinkin the bitter medicine.
hai, i like every time throw money at doctors loh, one trip is NEVER ENOUGH.

went to my family doctor today... my number was 18.
the patient number 17 took damn long! i tink he was inside for lik 20 minutes or so la.
den after tht the number jumped back to 7, den 13.. so i asked missy how long till my turn, den still got 2 more freakin return numbers...............f...!!
everytime go there must wait super long.. somemore i go in lik less than 1 minute only loh. cos alot ppl go there for consultation, so i tink the doctor head big big la.. he oways take his own sweet time to come his clinic.
xiang dang nian, he was nvr late...
aiya, think their queue system is super cock up.

so i gt really tired of waiting... went to the other clinic nearby, and i waited for less than 1 minute before my turn :s
then its lik i went in for less than 30 seconds!
-____-
at least my sister was nice enough to accompany me, if not it'll be real boring.
so i wasted one whole morning today.

right... i hvn update bout orientation 1. lol
i'll upload the pics next time!

time for school :(

2008-01-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

since when do i have so lil confidence in myself?

i think i've grown fatter, & im startin to look ugly in some clothes... die la
my hair sucks now oso. i nid a haircut!

reflections on 2007

2007-12-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

15 most memorable/unforgettable events in 2007.

mj orientation 1 :D
SMUN camp
my First {and LAST} wakeboarding {nightmare} session.
phobos cheerleading comp.
movie marathon session
met a bunch of great frens; py,yol,sheena,kw,shan, {and more!} :D {loretta!! met u 2 years back alr.. so.. hahahaah =p}
Project Work. {YET ANOTHER NIGHTMARE!}
MAYDAY Jump! Concert :D
Promos {period of torment}
SINGAPORE HIT AWARDS
grandpa's bdae celebration!
cousin's wedding =)
2g chalet
working for Luxasia! :DD
&the day she left us. 11/29

5 groups of ppl i met in 2007 :)

1) PHOBOS 4!!! thanks to them, i had a great start in mj!! =p

2) PAE 412!! hahaa a very cute class i had :D 1st 3 months passed by really quick though...its a pity tht some of them not in my class anymore :(

3) JAE 412! lol.. lessons were nvr boring with 412 peeps ard. thanksss for the entertainment! hahaah cya all next year ;D

4) SMUN security council. lol... a really unique bunch i met, with great personalities &attitude. even though we wont be hanging out tgt anymore but still, i had fun during the camp =)

5) hoho, the BEST colleagues i ever had! :D cant wait for our outing in jan!! =)

&lastly,
1 promise which i hope wud be fulfilled in 08!

tan kai wei

2007-12-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO tan kai wei!
this one's for youuuuuuu :)

I LOVE YOU!!!
Best Fwens Forever!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

my top 20 fav pics!

2007-12-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

here's my top 20 fav pics for 2007!!! {not in order of merit :p}

im sorry if ure shocked by the first photo! lol
its jus some random photo which was in the wallet i found in mj.... hahaha i wonder who's that mystery person!
lol &i DID RETURN THE WALLET {if that's what ure thinkin..} :D
however, i may have lost some of the nice pics due to com reformat/sister delete my pics {hahahaaha but highly unlikely =p}/i delete the pics {=/}
so all the above are the {lucky} ones which are chosen!
but the main criteria is to see whether my face pretty or not in the picture la, so fret not if u do not see ure face in any of the 20 pics! hahahaha

stay tuned for more.... this is only my 1st entry on [[reflections on 2007]]
hahahaha ya la the title veri song... i know =p

AZIMUTH 2008

2007-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello! i woke up at 5.30am today :(
felt damn sad when i heard the alarm rang....
hai, the world nvr stops spinning.
sat through the first part of admin briefing with the freshies..
den after that a 3hr break for us.
AND then went back sch for ogl meeting &mass dance practice.
hahaa the dancing part was quite fun, {esp the couple dance right shanyl :p} the bsb dance very cute! but i doubt i'll master it though....
dismissed at 4++
walked to white sands with shan, monkey.
omg got a shock when crossing the road, luckily nothing happened to shanyl.. scared the hell out of us... now that i tink back, our reaction was quite funny ah kaiwei. hahahaa

went vivocity with tingz linz after tmp briefing ytd...
hahaa saw alot of stuff which i REALLY WANA GET MY HANDS ON!
pull &bear tank top + cardigan, topshop shoes...
EVERYTHING OSO GOT SALE!!!!!!!!!!! so shiok.
buden i brought very lil money there... so perhaps i'd make another trip down.
and we realise that taking bus rides there is much more convenient than taking mrt, somemore i got bus concession, and thr's alot of empty seats to choose from :D

alright, i guess its time for me to pull myself tgt.
time to face it,
i really hate mr.Maclaurin.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running...
A long, long time ago.

2007-12-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

xiao jing teng vs yang zhong wei.

OMG damn nice!!! love xiao jing teng's masculine voice! totally mesmerized by the power of it.

how i wish i can find someone like him (: hahaa

&are you serious?

treated lik a fool

2007-12-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

what a bullshit day.

2007-12-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

went for cip today.
we helped out at a CHRISTMAS RAZZLE DAZZLE PARTY which was organised for pasir ris residents.
hahaa... me shanyl n monkey were in charge of food and drinks.. gave out burgers and coke.
it was pretty boring, the area was quite small and the main target audience were the children, hahaa so there were small carnival games, colouring contests and magic show etc.
it got pretty boring halfway through.. so we took pictures to entertain ourselves.

kaiwei is tryin to squeeze shan out of the picture, so mean! hahaah

:)

we got tired of taking pictures on our own, so we asked jin heng help us take. SO MUCH FOR ASKING HIM._. hahaa i tink his skills are worse than my father's. just look at kaiwei, hahaa she bth so she LOL alr. &i dno what happened to shanyl! hahaha i tink jinheng took such a long time to take our foto until she fall aslp {not forgetting to smile too}.

so... aye we decided to depend on ourselves. hahaa

picture with Roger {he's from pasir ris rc zone 7, i think. our 'supervisor' la}

picture with Santa, taken by yet another not-so-skillful photographer! hahaah

xi.

nu.

ai. {'see the similarities? *twists*' hahaha}

LE!

down for work at HEERENS ROADSHOW TMR.
SEE YA THERE :D

MONEY MONEY MONEY

2007-12-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

hello!

friday was the last day of sales at chevron house.
&our sales was super good :D {i mean, if u'd been there to look at the lunch crowd...sry, i wont even consider that as a crowd}
our total sales was ard 8k.. hahaa so i tink our commision shud be ard 80 bucks {or more} EACH.
E-A-C-H.
hahaha cos i tink 6k is first tier, 8k shud be 2nd tier alr. haahahhaa
i shall laugh all the way to the bank ;p
met some nice people {also a few mean ones} there.. hahaa not too bad an experience though(:
shall be going back to work 2 more days at tangs..... afterwhich i shall give myself a break for xmas, enjoy thoroughly and prepare for school {which include buying new bag &new shoes :D}

the last bet?

unfufilled wishes

2007-12-11T23:24:00.001+08:00

AHHHH IM DOWN FOR WORK AT A LOCATION WHICH HAS LOUSY HUMAN TRAFFIC!!

super pathetic sales today... somemore our pay kena deducted by one hour pay.. hahaa
cos a few of us went for lunch break and returned late. =/ ..opps too engrossed in our conversation.
in the end we go back there's lik no customers at all.........
oh well.....
and that place is...... raffles place chevron house.
my customers = working class society = ngiao + mostly in a hurry + high expectations + picky + not in a shopping mood = patheic sales.
plus our peak hour is their lunch/tea break.. which makes everything else even harder..

{so, in conclusion.. its either i face the old hags... or i have lousy sales.}

my colleagues for the day ;)
peiting &meiyan
---

went for cip ytd... sell tix for 15th dec xmas party to pasir ris residents.
hoho, sell tix to 4 hdb blocks.. den only got 2 cip hours -.- kiam or what la u say??!! {warning to norbit; dont take that tone with me, or else. hahahaahah}
bought a cake for calvin.. haaha
here it is >>>

cute right.. :D

we asked some stranger to help us take picture. uhh..
he tried. hahaa ;p

a lil improvement there..

&finally a decent one! =)

2007-12-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE OLD HAGS!!!!!!!!!!
who are they to boss me around?
i dont tink i deserve all that humiliation in front of my customer..
wah lau... to think i actually swallowed all that, i must be quite something.
they must have been jealous of my sales.. den try to accuse me with all the things i nvr do!
wtf. WHO ARE THEY TO JUDGE ME!!!

BITCH.

2007-12-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

its mostly bout work these days..
im back at tangs!! :D
great to be there again, except for that old witch who cant wait to eat us part-timers up..
work is relatively smooth, because im rather lucky to have two "guardians" who are very patient with me.. and also with pei ting around, i dont get too bored.
sometimes work is rather stressed, i mean.. just imagine the majority of people im expected to serve..

okayy now that my most comfortable pair of shoes alr got a hole in it...
i really fear for whatever is to come.
my legs are hurting like mad.
....hopefully my sales wud continue to rise :D

7 days

2007-12-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

its been 7days...
nobody would understand our pain, especially his.

it's all too late.

2007-11-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

things are still pretty much the same,
it really hurts to see all those tubes attached to her, the first thing i thought of was..
why was i absent that day, when she cut her cake.. why did i missed it?
so i kept on asking her to wake up.
---

had training today, after that went tm for lunch with bimbo hui min, ying hua, yu shu and jonathon.
after that i went to rent JODI PICOULT'S BOOK, im reading her fifth book now.. the reason why i pressed on to read her books is bcos the things she wrote had struck me hard, &she oways left me thinking.
thats why her books in the library are on loan/reserved for 24/7.
&thats why i hafta buy/rent them.
oh, on the way back i think i met some crazy singaporean. hahaa

im {quite} addicted to jay's song -- pu gong ying de yue ding. hahaa cos its lik quite touching.
i feel lik singing that song in ktv. hahaa!
partly also cos i wudnt mind seeing him kissing another girl {if any} in the mv... {unlike some stupid mv where ah xing hafta kiss some girl, if you remember.}
aaaaahhh.
bye!

"p u touch that high voltage thing, d u jump down."
it made bimbo hui min laughed her ass off. hahaha

what the..

2007-11-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

bah, this wasnt what i'd expected.
not my kind of holidays.

tell me we wont have to let her go.
qi lai..

2g chalet

2007-11-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

cudnt connect to the internet earlier in the day due to some technical problem, i was almost bored to death, so i packed some camp stuff instead. but my sis managed to find the root of the problem, hahaa i feel quite lousy cos im oways relying on her.. =/
oh ya, went to sch this morning for water bomb makin n for training... hahaa but training was cancelled cos the walls are undergoing painting.. we ended up going safra to play bowling after contemplating for a long time.

i striked 4 times! hahaa but not in a row la.. eh den we ate the food there which was v disgusting and expensive. we saw a baby cockcroach crawling on the cup, which contains sauce to make carrot cake i tink.. yucks lah, luckily we din order carrot cake :S

den we went to the squash courts to take a look and ta-da, hahaa the doors werent locked so we borrowed a ball from some people n played for a while.. hahaa next time we shall jus enter without booking ;D

back from 2g chalet ytd... slept from 6pm till 8.45am today! shiok...

but really sorry to 412 people... cos i missed their chalet..

2g chalet was fun overall. hahaa i tink most of us haven changed at all.

i joined them late on the first day, cos i was in genting for the past.. uhh few days.

hahaa basically the ppl who stayed throughout the chalet were zhu, linz, tingz, nana, ahma, gs, zm, tkt, alv, hj, zai, cl.

hahaa the first night was kinda sian, cos ting n nana slept.. but the rest of us played Taboo and asshole daidee afterwards and it was quite thrilling. hahaha..

the chalet was really empty the next day, cos everybodi had trainings and stuff...

me n zhu returned to the chalet ard 2+ to find hejun alone there... -.-

and we were really tired cos we nvr slp... so we slept in the room upstairs and the air con was SUPER COLD!

i woke up in less than an hour and find myself shivering.. cudnt slp a wink after that

argh, din knw that we can change the temperature of the air con until much later!! >.<

so me n zhu jus.. uhh.. slack the few hours away until more ppl came and started fire for bbq.

hahaa that few hours were super waste of time and we actually watched some kiddy show, sort of lik Dora the Explorer, out of desperation.

hahaa... more ppl joined us at night :D

and we.... played Taboo agn. haahah

but it was stiu fun! lol, even though i knew most of the answers alr =p lik 'Busboy' hahaa

den we played asshole daidee agn. waa lost lik mad this time round.. got one round my biggest card was lik 9?!!? hahaa xibeh irritating i gave out the cards for lik 15 rounds at least... hahaha

den they stiu blame me for my bad luck know, cos when i changed seats den the ppl ard me started to lose =p

lol, after that we jus lik slack ard a while more and fall asleep ard 3+ or 4+?

these few days when i fall asleep i lik really fall DEEP into my sleep.

hahaa cos i cudnt feel the ache of my back when i slept on the chalet floor, and i din know my sister was talkin on the phone when she's jus slping beside me n my father cud hear it, and i also din know the air con was off for the whole night ytd.

the feeling's shiokkk :DDD

&for the last day of chalet, we went to arcade to play bball machine! hahaah :D haven been playin arcade of a looong time.

spent quite a bomb. hahaa =p

there's this machine lik bishi bashi but its a more fun version. hahaa

okokok i know i used the word 'fun' alot of times le hahaha

nyce la the game :DD

we went home after that.. =)

oh and we din take any pictures at all! LOL..

put it this way, we're really a unique bunch ;P

anyw, for the genting trip.

hahaa my father drove us there....

please note: my FATHER drove us there.

if u know him well enough, u'll know that he doesnt have a gud sense of direction, yet he's definitely a careful driver. hahaha

he took a wrong turn not once but TWICE.... hahaa the first one almost lead to undesirable consequences. lol

he missed the turn which leads us to genting... hahaa and we were on our way to IPOH.

lol but luckily can U-turn.. if not.... it'll be highway all the way till ipoh i suppose.

hahaa den we came to a place where there's this crossroad or wadever u call it.. hahaah and both sides had signs which says it goes to genting highlands.
so my father don dare to take any gambles alr so we stopped the car in the middle of the crossroads.

there, our car in the middle of this. hahaha

the left sign says this...

&this is the right sign. hahaha

so my dad's confused, and he went out to ask ppl for direction.

in the end.... both ways lead to the same road. hahaha >.<

and we laughed at our foolishness.

we stayed in resort hotel for the first night, it was really hugeee. hahaa

much bigger than the previous ones we stayed.

oh, and the next day they told me the list for the ppl being conscripted into the army was out.

MY NAME WASNT THERE!!!! i wanted to jump for joy immediately sia but i din la. haahah

im so freaking relieved.. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyw fast forward.

we saw this HUNK in first world hotel. OMG he totally has the looks of a STAR.. lik u know, the build, the face, the height.. the X-factor!

but me n my sis jus cudnt figure out his identity. hahaha we jus blindly follow him and his assistant around the area.

and some passer-by were also wondering whether he's a star or sth. he looks lik some hk or korean actor la. shuai si le.

but we lost him after a while... so we jus went off to do manicure n stuff.

oh well, lets not talk bout it. genting's getting more boring.. cos there's nth much to shop actually... and my sister's not the type who wants to play roller coaster anymore...................

HAI, i tink now there's PIRATE SHIP at the outdoor theme park lor. PIRATE SHIP FOR GOODNESS SAKE................. and i can only look at it from a distance!!!!!!!!

so... genting's sian la.

oh, the highlight was that we played photohunt -.-

and we were championssss. hohoho.

went for the wedding dinner. hahaha shall upload the pics in the next post!!

cos stupid kaiwei kip rushing me to update.

hahaah GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH THE WAIT!

BIMBOS.

A MUST-READ: My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult {MY FAVOURITE AUTHOR!} its really touching, this is the first book which made me teared. i tell u, sometimes not even a korean show wud have the means of making me cry hor. hahaha.

i hope it sounds convincing to you :D

how did we end up like this

2007-11-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYY all.

as i'd mentioned, i went for a training session at LUXASIA building today..
from what i know, im working for the company Luxasia. hahaa we were half an hour late, reached at 1030.. and dats when our trainer {june} told us that the session wud last until 6!!!!!! D:
there were other part-timers like us too, ard the same age and im {not} surprised to know that 2 of them smoke. its as if smoking is a norm in the working world.
anyw, the session was v enriching.
for the first part, we were split into small grps and asked to link our 5 senses in relation to our job scope. for example, sense of smell is to differenciate the different types of fragrance. haahha &i suggested something stupid for sense of taste... opps. hence my teammate was v unwilling to present the answer.
haahah afta that was lunch. oh, i forgot to talk bout the main objective of the training.
hahaah its basically for us to familiarise to ALL the perfumes of ard 8 or more brands? mainly CK, davidoff, JLo, SJP, Vera Wang, Marc Jacobs, kenneth cole etc!!
and we hafta try and memorise the top/heart/base note of EACH perfume AND also terms lik "feminine/masculine/floral scent" to go along with it.
but its definitely more interesting than terms lik " {okay in case ure wondering, right now im tryin to come up with some Chemistry terms but.... nothing comes into my mind. IM SO DEAD.} "
yeah, i tink we smell lik at least 50 frangrance? hahaa and lastly, we had a role-play session towards the end... where we paired up and took turns to act as customer/promoter.
hahaa damn funny lah!!!! =/
ok shall not bastard.
hahahaah

bad news: i tink i wont be working tangs anymore.AHHH i predict they wud be allocating me n linz to other areas...so we'd be lik hopping from place to place to work. SUPER SAD.

i'd definitely miss working there.

3rd day of work

2007-11-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

hello.

today was my 3rd day of work @ tangs.
hahaa sales was very bad today, i sold lik 5-6 items only..
met a new senior, not v sure of his name.. hahaa he was v crappy &all.. so quite different from the rest. phew, finally found someone with same frequency. hahaa
YAY and i wasnt alone during my 1hr break! =p
kaiwei shan loretta came to find me!! thanks a million :DD im so touched!!
went ljs and chatted, then back to work.. hahaa super slack alr cos there was v little ppl towards the end of my shift.

wud be heading down to eunos for proper training {for work} tmr.. HAI, so i wud be missing last training with coach... jus bought my new racket only, hahaa did i mention that its super nice to use??
i'd be goin to MALAYSIA on friday! we'd be stayin one night at GENTING!! OMG i din realise until lik a few days ago. hahahaha NICEEE. i love genting for many many reasons :D
the next day we'd be going for some relative's wedding dinner, and mayb we'd be stayin at sunway lagoon hotel or sth which im not so excited bout. hahaha
so i'd be back in s'pore on.... 18th nov and going for 2g chalet!!!
hope i wont be too tired by then =/
20th nov 2g chalet ends...
then mayb i'd go down to 412 chalet{omg i hope im still alive}
23-25 nov wud be OGL camp.

okayyyy so that shud be my schedule for next week.
den after that shud be back to work alr :(

sometimes i wonder why im making myself so tired, shudnt i be resting during my holidays instead?? if not next year i may go bonkers.. AYE
im having a terrible headache now!!
bye.

sigh

2007-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

die lah.

...
my mum and my sis like unhappy.
why always like that.. its lik the harder we try, the faster we fail.

sometimes i feel lik im losing my self image.
dno how to explain it, wont be trying either..

wo wei shen me hai ai ni

2007-11-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

hello!

-i've dyed my hair, the colour's not v obvious so im hoping that i can escape my teacher's clutches.
-i went to sentosa with 2g-ers! hahaa ive become darker by a LITTLE BIT only :D.. thats the power of sun block lotion. hahaa
-i started workin on friday at tangs tgt with linz, as promotors for perfume. hahaa.. this is by far the best job that im given... even though its really tough to stand throughout the 8 hrs.... but at least the pay not that stingy. hahaa
-on saturday, which was my second day at work, it was really tiring for me bcos i had a frenly at AJ in the morning.... which was at yio chu kang................ nearly died on my way home... somemore i went home alone bcos i needed to get changed and go for work in the afternoon at 3. HAI super tiring.... den went home change, after that go town agn.... spent half of the day travelling loh.
i worked from 3.30 till 11 omg............ somemore my shoes were a size smaller.... my legs pain until i have no more strength to promote perfume alr. hahaha jus felt like stoning the last 3 hrs away.. cant even be bothered bout my commission anymore. hahaa..
sigh............ i guess i'd be working alone most of the time.. cos linz n my schedule clash.
hahaa COME FIND ME IF U'VE GOT NTH TO DO OKAYYY...
imagine going on lunch/dinner break alone... so pathetic!!!
-went orchard with loretta shan linz today.. hahaa did some last minute shopping for j1 bash tmr. we looked for accessories and did manicure. opps i wasnt suppose to spend my money on that... hahaa :S i sure hope im not becoming lik my sis. lol she starts spending before she earns money.

thats bout all.....

queenstownn

2007-11-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

im so tired! hahaa but im happily tired though.

woke up at 7.40 this morning :( training's at 9.
the weather super nice to slp!! i cud hear the rain while im half awake, was v reluctant to get up........
training was as usual, okay loh.
coach actually praised nana worxz. hahaha cos she played with kit mun for fun, den coach said nana got strength, also willing to run blahhhhh. RUNNING WHAT, thts the only thing she's good at :D
hahaa went to queenstown with my disciple Lynn! hahaha
main objective was to search for new rackets, others include buyin fbt, shoes, shirt etc.
hahaa.. but in the end we realise coach offered us the most reasonable price. hahaha
but still very ex lah... {cos of some ulu pandan teacher, now end up like that.}
and i realised sth too. i tink lynn is a hard-core shopper! hahaa she can actually walk queenstown shopping mall for lik close to 4 hrs? unlike the previous times i go there, at most only spend 1 hr bah. hahaa
but i admit she's a mindful shopper. hahaa she'll lik look at the pros and cons of that thing before finally deciding on buyin or not. so i tink, want to earn her money confirm mus put in alot of effort!
hahaa in the end i only manage to buy fbt shorts and she bought fbt shirt &shorts :D
the cutting for the shorts is the newest kind, mostly white and blue/green/orange at the sides.
hahaa went home after eating.. &i found out sth surprising about her! hahaa stunned me for a moment but i guess its nothing new to me :)

took train home, but we were too engrossed in chatting.. hahaa den suddenly found out that we're at DOVER mrt station. hahaha
took the wrong direction and we din realise until the 3rd stop after queenstown.=/
hahaah nvm, it meant that we had more time to chat!
:DD really enjoyable, im sure we'll go shopping agn someday!

my poor legs, i tink they've suffered enough.
tmr gotta report to sch at 9 jus to sign some stupid shit.
im really sick of it sia! actually we cud have handed in our final draft for I&R tmr as well what.
i simply dont understand.
so now i've to wake up early for 3 days in a row. wthhhhhhhh.

and i think i've made up my mind to DYE MY HAIR tmr!!!!!!!
im trimming my hair as well..
after that im going NOKIA CARE FOR THE THIRD TIME, with my parents.
ultra pisseddddddd. my phone is lik damn ugly now la... SO MANY SCRATCHES KNOW. GET MY POINT?
now the battery stiu doesnt work. WHY CANT THEY FIND THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM?? judging from the looks of the queue, i thot by now they shud be EXPERTS alr??
but i jus cant bring myself to scream at dose irrtants.
linz now im blaming myself for not agreeing to buy the fake hp cover!!!

&nobody actually bothered to explain.

dye or not?

2007-11-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

highlights of the day: bought 2 dresses, and probably found a temp job!!

hahaa thanks to linz recommendation.
anyw, met up with zhu and nana also..
hahaa and i told my mum bout dyeing my hair.
she says its a waste of money, cos after less than 2 mths i'd hafta dye black. ARGH
everytime she says so, i always change my mind.
but i really wana dye hair leh, shud i shud i?
ahhh... cos i foresee i'd be spending alot in the coming holidays :S

tmr is shopping with kw sheena py,
tues training, mayb buyin new racket.
wed not sure yet.
thurs sentosa with g-ers.
friday not sure yet.
saturday frenly with AJ. at night mayb bbq at ecp.
sunday not sure yet.
J1 bash coming up, tink i'd be wearing sth vvv simple. hahaha learnt my lesson from prom alr.
guys shuang la, jus wear suit and shoes and tie can la, den gel hair can go out jian ren le.

right, PW'S OFFICIALLY OVER FROM THIS MOMENT.. cos i finished editing I&R.
WOOOOOOOOOSH i smell freedom :D

p.s. evan yo really doesnt = to -----------. hahahha NEVERRRRR

hit awards

2007-11-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

mixed feelings now.

hahaa haven update bout alot of things sia...
-steamboat with linz tingz norwin wenru
-tj frenly
-singapore hit awards

anyw, met up with yol peiyun kw loretta ytd for a nice chat.
hahaa we sat outside new york pizza den we siam to macdonalds cos got cockcroach,
den outside macdonalds got a RAT! yucks.
so we chatted at small macs. and went home..

its such a pity!

end of torture

2007-11-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

YIPPEE.
end of OP!!
WELL DONE MJ173! esp happy 3 frens =)

was so nervous in the morning.. esp during the atiqah's presentation. hahaa felt lik pang sai-ing.
woah, the half hr break was so torturous for my grp.. cos the rest are done with theirs alr.
but luckily the qns asked werent too difficult to handle..
and most importantly, our countless rehearsals paid off.
so, great job guys! :D

time for me to live my own way.
how does it feel lik to know that ure time's almost up..?

as promised!

2007-10-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

as promised, here are my lil cousins :D

me, sis &cousin

one of my favourites :D

shucks

2007-10-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

shucks.. its 20 minutes past 12.
hahaha forget it lah, doubt i'd be able to blog everyday!!

2007-10-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

omg omg its a few more minuntes till tmr and i promised to blog everyday!
alright so here goes..

had squash training today thats all i rmb, lasted all the way from 4 until 8
but in between got rest cos we played matches..
uhhuhhh
i guess thats bout all that happened today la

sigh i tink my mum n sis are sick.. my sis got a fever and both their stomach not feeling well
i hope they recover soon!

till then.

nothingness is a bliss?

2007-10-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

hello!

from now on, i hope i can post sth everyday.
even though my posts wud probably be a few sentences short, oh well its the effort that counts right?
in everything we do, its THE EFFORT THAT COUNTS.
but i dont see why certain ppl cant even put in minute effort.. its so irresponsible isnt it?
spare a thought for others for goodness sake.

on another note, i also realise that humans are indeed selfish by nature.. mayb im being over sensitive on my part, but i guess everybody's got some motive in mind for wadever things they do??
hai i hope im wrong though. cos i seriously am starting to enjoy what im doing now!!!
so why this?

went to nokia centre with my sis.. hai my stupid fone lah. the battery still shows v low capacity after i charged my fone. dno why my fone suddenly went bonkers..
ARGHH damn pek chek. all my things spoil one after another, if not they get lost.
:S most probably the problem lies with the owner huhhh..
after that we went to buy a new hse fone.. hahaa walked tm n cs. mostly is i wana walk la,
cos i wana buy vcd to watch!
cannot stand tudou &youtube anymore, screens so small.. some load so slow.. ran out of patience alr.
hahaa.

okay, time to go! bye.
mayday's not coming :'(

back from JB!

2007-10-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

im back from JB! hahaa
went to my grandma hse ytd because we celebrated my grandpa's bdae! hahaa
he's 84 this year! :) everybody went back except for some of my cousins.
hahaa we had a 10 course dinner at a restaurant! we took up a total of 3 tables.
but we were alr v full during 3rd course.. hahaa and my stomach really felt lik exploding after that! AND I FOUND A STUPID TINY FLY IN MY SOUP.. only realise it during the last few mouths.
hahaa.. took quite alot of pics with my biao jie and also other ppl.
hahaha and my lil cousins are super adorable!!!! show u the pics in my next post! :D
well i guess i really haven been goin back often to visit them... i din turn up during my grandma's bdae beginning of this year this year and i regret it!!
cos that time they booked this room with 3 tables, somemore can sing kara-ok {suddenly forgot how to spell oppssss hahaa} one!!!
but this time round the rooms are fully booked, so we ate in the area tgt with other strangers.. den if wana sing k mus sing on stage that kind, hahaa almost kena sabo-ed go up sing sia! {AISH, in the end nvr. hahaha}
and my godbrother really grow up alr.. hahaa become more handsome now!

after the dinner me n my sister slpover at my 6th aunt there.. hahaa cos grandma hse no more space alr.
den a few of my cousins gambled, so i jus watched.. no money sia. hahaa somemore they wana k my money! ask me use sing dollars. hahaaha wait long long!!!
den my sister suggested eating maggie mee, so the rest of us oso tempted. lol
in the end my biao jie cooked 8 packets of maggie mee for 6 ppl! hahaa
so we gobbled up the mee and i SAW THIS SMALL GREEN FLY IN MY BOWL. suey or what!
hahaa.. but i continued eating anyway :S
well den my cousins carried on gambling after that. until lik 3.30am den we slept.
hahaa the next day went back my grandma hse and hang ard until 3 pm den we left :(
we were the first to leave.. like what my biao jie said, everytime we go back stay less than 24 hrs nia.
hahaa but nvm!!!!! the holidays are coming!!! hahaa =)
and we'd be going to genting with some of my relatives during the dec holidays! YAY cant wait for it :D

ohh &we din manage to shop at all during this trip, but nvm, WE'D BE BACK!!
i really <3 this big family!

BYE TO WR, HELLO TO OP, TO HELL WITH YOU.

2007-10-19T05:44:00.000+08:00

currently at kai wei's hse.. it's now 5.46am, 18th of october-AND IM FREAKING GLAD TO BID MY FINAL GOODBYES TO WR.
we've worked through the night, since 9.30pm, 17th of october...

i think if someone were to offend any of us now.. we might jus bite your head off..

btw, happy birthday kai wei! even though your day din start off well.
loretta came over at 12am to surprise her with a bdae cake and our present for her :)

BYE WORLD. goodnight.
BYE TO WR, HELLO TO OP, &TO HELL WITH YOU.

stupid virusssss

2007-10-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

i've been down with a flu since last week i think...
and until now there's still no sign of recovery!!!
i thought mayb after so much rest i'd be fine by now.

dat explains why my msn PM is "looks like im immune to vasican, sofidrox &fenfedrin"
hahaa the last 3 terms refer to the name of my medicine..

my training starts next week and i haven been sweating since God knows when.
so.... hopefully i'd be able to wake up early tmr and go gymming with zhu. hahaa.

recently my focus is on pw..
we'd be having an op dry run next thurs...!!
sigh, i guess we(the HAPPY 3 FRENS) have loads to do.

no more inspiration left.

dum dee dum

2007-10-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

YAYY.
im really contented with my results,despite the loss of sleep, i've managed to pull through this one!!! (:

okay, regarding that photo i posted, IM SORRY TO KAI WEI ALRIGHT. hahaha =p

py,yol,kaiwei,&me celebrated Sheena's bdae last saturday at orchard =)

pictures >>>>>>>

the birthday girl =)

hahaha, i tink they laughed so hard because yolande used the fork which was used previously to scoop an insect away from sheena's cake. lol ;p

kisses to the bdae girl..

TA-DA. photo of the day =)

now that promo related stuff are officially over, hahaa i really feel lik getting a job!!

even though PW is the main focus now but.... arghh i jus feel lik working :D

okay, back to reality. BYE PEEPS!

:)

2007-10-03T21:37:00.001+08:00

OKAY OKAY IM BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!!

hahaha
MIA for too long alr. =p

promos was uhh...miserable for me. i cudnt slp for 2 consecutive nights!!
went to sch for exams only after 2hr+ of slp...
sigh, i guess i was that stress.

then for the post-promo period i felt kinda depressed.. lost my slp, appetite and all..
don hav the mood for anything... [which was quite terrible] but now im okay.. so im back to update bout happy stuff.
hahaa

been out with MY BELOVED 2G BESTIES for the past few days!! to orchard, katong, downtown arcade, angmokio hub etc.. hahaa
shall update pics next time, cos its quite a hassle to upload hp pics into my com.

argh now the trancated timetable sucks...

..

2007-09-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

i think im damn foolish.
always doing things which i know i'd regret in the end :(
like why did i walk away??

you seemed v frenly...
i feel appreciated for the first time after i cut my hair -.-
be it genuine praise or not...
there's just something about you.

i dont despise you, whoever you are :(

RAT MOVIE

2007-09-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

YESSSS.
completed WR DRAFT II!!
dats one rubbish down.. =)
spent lik 5 hrs on pw.. damn wasted.

alright.. looks lik the only thing i did is pw for today. ARGH..
went for extra chem lesson in the morning.. hahaa
took neos with my classmates after that :D

SIAN!!! my hp spoil alr.. cant hear anything from the person on the other line, my phone's officially brain dead....but i think im the cause of it lah. hahaha dropped my phone a million times.
BUT, that means i'd be getting new phone soon. wahahaaha... after a few more days can go change le. cos its lik 4 more days till my plan turns 20 months old.

another piece of good news. i think my sister gona sponsor me to xiao zhu's concert this december!! WOOOOOSH.

yay i'd be watching rat movie with my sister tmr! hahahahah mum's treat.
PRAISE THE LORD!!

teachers day! the one in pink is my civis tutor n math tutor, the one in white is my classmate who's dressed up in his ultraman suit, hahaa no la from this year's ndp one.

the one in pink my civics tutor and math tutor [oh, say already.].. the one in white my vv cute chem tutor, the one in blue my vv nice econs tutor. the one on the extreme left... uhh.. nvm. heheh.

no doubt it was a morale booster.
looks lik there's many many more rubbish to go...................

-

2007-09-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

i dont understand why ppl mus say mean and insensitive stuff..
i feel as if everyone came to this world to mock at other ppl just to make ourselves feel better......

whats done cant be undone, so why make ppl feel worse?
...

what a tragic truth......

kingone

2007-08-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

it was a silly mistake made.

it wont happen again.

2007-08-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

im dead beat.
been reaching home at night everyday this week. earliest time was 8.30 :(

ARGHHH SO TIRED!!!
i tink im really worn out by all the running...
but thats okay, hahaa.. cos PHOBOS was crowned champion in alot of sports n games, including badminton, netball, film, soccer.. and thr's many many more to come :DD

tmr's the last day of funfestique..............
hopefully everything goes well =)

2007-08-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

actually.... im like damn pissed.. and i came here with the intention of typing in caps and perhaps swearing..

but then again,
mayb iz not worth going thru all these trouble because of a small fry like YOU.

let me tell YOU this,
its not as if we haven been trying to accomodate YOU all these while.. ure workload is as light as an effing feather but to be honest i dont see any effort at all.

and its not as if i nvr tried to be a good one............
or mayb its because of my face lah?
don try to test my patience cos i haven got any to start with.

extremely tired

2007-08-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

even though i din have a bad hair day.........my mood wasnt at all super. i guess i don nid to explain any further lah, its kinda obvious id been throwing my temper frequently these days.. and i really dono why i lost control so easily......

if its not pms wad else cud it be? im not exactly bothered by any issue at the moment......everything's goin o-kay and nothing's abnormal.

i feel so damn frustrated by every single detail n i flare up just lik that.

HAI.. SOMEBODI HELP ME LAH. where are u squish?? mayb u shud come now and perhaps it'll resolve my problem.

anyway.. what i wana say is that,

u can jus ignore me lah.

i kinda need a break!!..

hopefully baybeats wud be my heal pill, or mayb movies lik simpsons n alone cud help too :S

well.. on the brighter side, i think i'd alr pay off all my debts, i tend to borrow at least once per day so i cant exactly rmb all......pls correct me if im wrong. {aiya, but im not exactly that poor la, jus that i don bring alot money out, and i paiseh ask for money from mum.}

errrm, so i've been doin cip for the past two days.....i tink we clocked a total of at least 9 hrs.

i mean for most ppl who turned up loh. however...our cip's kinda equivalent to labour work, hahaa.. we're supposed to chain a total of 10,000 cans if im not wrong. and the cans smell for God's sake, there are lots of tiny dead insects oso, cos they sprayed insecticide.

on friday we started ard 6.....started to make holes at the bottom of the cans using screwdrivers and hammers. hahaa iz hard work cos some of the screwdrivers are of the wrong size{smaller}, and we have only 3 hammers when there's lik 8/9 of us there...so alot of effort is required. but at least we were self-entertained....so it wasnt that boring. dinner at KFC.

second day.....basically what we did was to chain 5 cans tgt using strings loh. jus kip doing until we're hungry den went for lunch, den go back do until we tired den went off.

played pool and photohunt at safra with kaiwei shan shan calvin russell. hahaa played pool at a billard table cos pool tables taken. lol its kinda fun pairing up with klein, hahaa but SUEY at the same time huh. jk lah, hahaa won 2 out of 3 games against jack and bart =p

{pssst... our class jersey damn pretty right! hahaa CREDITS TO WHOOO ah.. :D}

yepp and they went off for the national day dinner, which i heard was a sumptuous feast.

me n shan shan got sth on so cudnt join them.

right....

now for the pictures taken durin py's bdae celebration>>>>

as u can see... im tryin hard to collate my pics tgt in a nicer way. hahaaa

so far i've only edited these pics. hahaa shall slowly edit n upload them in later posts.

sometimes u'll come to a point where u wish that the world wud come to a standstill....

D E L I G H T E D

2007-07-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

FIRST OF ALL,
thanks for the tags people... but seriously speaking..
it seems lik 8 out of 10 tags are suan-ing me HUHHHHH.

only hao jie meis BEST!
hahahahaha okay lah, plus & minus a few more =p
BUT THATS OKAY.
bcos i just realised that i hvn lost my PRECIOUS EZLINK CARD! :DDDDD
hahaha.. this morning when i cudnt find it i was lik damn demoralised.
cos i've lost it so mani times alr and im stiu not being responsible for that tiny card.
oh well.. i guess im saved from spending 20BUCKS to renew that damn card :D

lalala

had trng today.. as usual i was late due to chem remedial, thus i missed most of the PT.......lucky me? =p
hahaa & we played captain's ball, had fun!!

YESSSSSS TMR is my free day! dismissed at 1.
feel lik watchin the horror movie, ALONE!! hahaa shall see how.
and it was DEAR PEI YUN'S BDAE YTD!! hahaha i made a reeli nice card for her :DD
and we celebrated her bdae at BUGIS swensens on sunday!!

shall upload more pics next time :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHENNY AND SYADAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on top of all these, our eyes met :)

SIGH....

2007-07-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

i feel very sad now.
i am super broke but i owe ppl money and i owe ppl presents
plus i plan to watch at least 2 movies in the coming week

GOSH WHAT AM I TO DO???????????????????
p.s please rain some money

hate the way u look at me

2007-07-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

finally, the tag replies>>>>>
17 JUL;
seng chong {i lurbe chew yee}
18 JUL;
kai wei {hahaa, BUT THAT DAY u were playing pickleball with me until v HAPPY leh......}
21 JUL;
loretta {YEAHHH music thing rocked :D}
yanlin {K-P-O.. ppl nvr ask u cont to sing right hahahah}
yinling {HEYY DUDE! take care =p}
22 JUL;
tkt {hahaa.. what a thing to say.. lol congrats on winning anyw}
kai wei {NAH, GIVE U YELLOW :D }
lionel {I WHERE GOT SAY HE PRO. hahaa but i knw that keeper got A SUPER LOYAL FAN THOUGH *WINKX WINKX}
norwin {SO U NOTICED.}
yuke peow {i lurbe ming yue}
23 JUL;
kai wei {SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB}
24 JUL;
pei yun {like what u oways say... CHEER UP! =p}
25 JUL;
yolande {LOL, hope ure enjoyin in tp with the poly shuai ges =p}
yanlin {hahaa, they purplely mah.. HAO JIE MEI!! ^5 hahaha}
kai wei {OIE, hahahah MY best fren lah :DD}
26 JUL;
li ting {HAHAA HAO JIE MEI.. training's fun :DD i played squash for 3 consecutive days lehhh=p}
27 JUL;
wenru {wah, don come FREEZE MY BLOG PLS. hahahaha wrong shud be.. chuang qian MING YUE guang =)}

my legs are tired

2007-07-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT music thing

2007-07-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

HEYY!!!
i enjoyed that music thing ytd! =)
felt really high & all... RUSSELL's singing was superb lah!
and PHOBOS music video won CHAMPION SIA! hahahahah
abel looked damn retarded! KAI WEI, great job too! hahaa.. HOORAYS to phobos hse com :DD all ure hard work paid off.. hahaa :)
saw YOLANDE too! hahaa PEI YUN, jealous not? =P

a local band was invited to perform for us, hahaa they are called peepshow.not exactly sure what.
hahaa.. the atmosphere was really good!
ALL OF A SUDDEN I FEEL LIKE FLYING TO TAIWAN FOR MAYDAY'S CONCERT! :(
arghhh pray that i win the free tickets to taiwan concert!!! although i knw the chances are 0.000000000000000000001 only.

hahaa.. oh.
before that music thing, 412 ppl played tennis.. and watched floorball match after that.
mj vs vj {guys}
hahaa not bad huh! quite exciting.. and iz damn rough. got one vj guy i tink he kena whacked by something or someone, blood was flowing from his eye down to his neck... v scary loh, i don tink he realise that he was bleeding.
{it reminded me of the time when i was small, i saw a fight at Marrybrown in msia.. hahaa that guy bled a whole lot too...... :S}
oh, mj floorballers WERE ON FIRE throughout the game! but the goalkeeper... HMMMM.
hahahaha.. the score was 7-3 i think...
congrats to mj floorball girls & guys :D

had our VERY FIRST PW MEETING TODAY! and it was quite fruitful, hahaa..
please help me complete a survey..HERE!THANKS LOTS =p

went to Hope Church after that.. hahaa
li ting and kangli invited me and yanlin there, two more tagged along.
hahaa there was a special performance by a live band.. not exactly sure which one izit hahaha
but nevertheless i think the service was kinda enriching..
YINLING & AH MA! IT WAS GREAT TO SEE YOU.. =)
hahaa played Taboo after our meal, had lots of fun.
walk walk in heerens n slacked at cine before heading home!

i hope my hw will like disappear or something. hahaha
cya around.

seng chong LOVES chew yee

leave out all the rest.

2007-07-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

heyy.. i realised ive been neglecting my blog.
hahaa..
6 of us visited chewpeng on tuesday, had a nice time catching up with her and the rest =)
hahaa.. although it rained today but we stiu played pickleball during pe, me n loretta's {and KAI WEI'S} fav.
hahaa.. and i had trng today. err.. quite tiring cos very long nvr run alr.. stamina v lousy.

feel quite cheerful today.
hahaa..

now i know how much a smile can mean...
how i wish.....

title title title

2007-07-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

hello.

my stomach is feeling unwell today :(

dno whats the reason behind it, well at least i cud slack at home.

basically i have completed EOM and only EOM since friday night. hahaa!

oh and i got a nice article with YANLIN's help! hahaa.. thanks JIEMEI!

as promised, i shall treat her to LUNCH@MERIDIAN (maximum expenditure of 2 dollars for meal) + 1 drink + 1 fruit + 1 side. hahahaha.. OH WAIT, mus minus the side cos i haven got the key generator to unlimited gaming!

HAHAA.. i where got veri kiam.

ytd was ATIQAH'S BIRTHDAY!!! :D

audrey bought a cake for her, soontat and jinheng.. although we reduced, reused and recycle the cake, we're stiu veri sincere okay! hahaha..

watched harry potter at suntec eng wah cinema after school, along with some of the mj cohort :)ermm i thought the show was only o-kay as compared to the previous one, cos there were much more twists in the previous plot. {or perhaps it featured cedric diggory as well........}

hahaa after that we met up with audrey and russell, and we walk walk at marina sq.

photos taken in sch>>>>

i jus recieved a piece of good news.

ZHU CAN WALK WITHOUT HER CRUTCHES LE!

YAY!!! so happy for her :DD

hope we can meet up real soon.

btw, my sister bought two tops and ear studs for me! hahaa

one of them is a little miss ____ top and the other has a picture of coke bottles.

RIGHT, im off.

sigh, I MISS YOU BAD!

pleasant surprise

2007-07-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

YAY.
my sis coming back from bangkok ltr, and she'd gotten me lots of stuff!!
*GRINS

2007-07-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

ehh something's wrong with the title bar, dats why my newest entries don hav any title >.< tag replies>>>>>>>
2 Jul;
tkt {hahaa what show u watched?? hong dou nu zhi lian huh}
peiyun {i like leh!!! hahahah u this DUMMY_PY, stop giving me shytty neopet items hahahaha}
3 Jul;
yanlin {NOOOO HE'S A KOREAN STAR. hahahaha much more charming than the stupid cher in DBY!}
4 Jul;
loretta {OOOPPSSSSSSSS hahaha}
norwin {sorry hor, dose ppl with their weight exceeding 70 cannot tag my blog HAHAHA}
kaiwei {U DON WAN URE LAO DA LE?????? :((((}
gan da {hahhha so cool ah, means u all row ure boat merrily at singapore river? or row fake boat? hahaahha errrrr both cute hunk lah.LOL}
liting {hahahaha TING! i know u'll nvr join the idiots gang :DDD WE HAVE FAITH IN U! WOOOOSH!}
6 Jul;
yanlin {hahaha THEY THINK THEY V COOL LAH. LOL, SHANG THE GUO PIN CHAO BA! haojiemeis behind u all the way!! HAHAA}
7 Jul;
peiyun {hahaa i bu xi guan u praise me leh! im jus a BLACK HORSE with lots of luck la. hahahaah thanks for being proud of me :DDD}
liting {HEE :D}
loretta, kaiwei {AYEEE. stop fighting over me!! hahahaha i knw u all tryin hard to be my best frens :DDDDD but i dui bu qi ni men! hahaa..i scored v low for ure tests :((}
8 Jul;
yanlin {EHH u shud score 100 pls! hahahaha we frens for how long alr?? LOL}
tkt {hahaa! okayy not bad lah.. thot ure tktBBIE??? whats with that BBIE anyway. hahaa}
norwin { F A T H O P E }

right, im off.
cya guys_______ ;)

2007-07-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

hahaa!
my sister drove the car for the first time jus now.
she got her license on her firz driving exam leh! hahaa so proud of her, minus 4 points only.
hahaa..cos she's going bangkok with her frens tmr to shop ma, so she going her fren's hse tonight &she decided to drive for the first time. LOL.
den my father n her went downstairs, while me n my mum went down a few minutes ltr. hahaa.
but i saw them so fast seated in the car so i asked.. "eh sis u put ure luggage in the car boot alr? so fast ah?" hahaha turned out she forgot to bring her luggage down! -.-
i guess her nervousness got the better of her.. hahaa!
but in actual fact, i bet my father was twice as nervous as her can.
hahahaa.. he grabbed tightly onto the hand grip, den kip askin my sis to slow down at the turns. hahaa den he lik v panicky everytime my sister drove too close to the car in front..lol.. but honestly, i was a bit worried too. HAHA
at one of the traffic lights, think my sister switch on the car overhead lights or sth, den got one angmoh beside our car. hahaa den he veri nice, wind down his car window to remind us sia. cool :D

lol, somemore my father not v gud at directions, but luckily my sister knew her way. if not we'd spend the whole night touring singapore loh..
hahaa driving lik veri stressed ah, mus pay full attention to the surroundings.
oh well, i shall worry bout that when im 21.

:DD
heh, i hope my loved ones can be proud of me too.

my 19 year old sister in law :D

2007-07-04T15:16:00.001+08:00

YEAA.
i finally finished watching my 19 year old sister in law!
the show is super touching!! with the two cute main leads.. ITS A HUNDRED PERCENT MUST WATCH!!!!
hahaa n so i've officially included this show as one of my top 10 shows.. :DD
lol, its like for every single episode they MUST MUST MUST cry one leh :P
HEH.. but i love to see them cry. hahaahhaahahahaha..

okayy.
ytd shan shan kai wei n me TRIED to do pw interview with the ppl workin at bloodbank. hahaa..
but we failed, cos they nid our teacher to give them a call first..in other words through legal channels loh. hmmm so.. we only made a lil progress.
jia you bah!! :)
afterwhich i took stupid bus 12 to settlers cafe, which is near roxy sq.
hahaa, been very suey lately huh, no matter where i go i oways will meet with some misfortune.
just my luck.
at least i had a great time at settlers with my HAO JIE MEIs and... a few extras. HAHAA.
we played im the boss, taboo, some ulu guessing game and apples to apples.
hahaa.. saw a guo pin chao lookalike somemore.. i guess this is lik some kind of consolation God has given me huh :D
the games served as a form of stress relieving too. hahaha eh wait,but i dno where all the stress came from though..........
&finally thanks to liting and kangli for the treat!!!
den we played photohunt {hahahaha okay this is nothing new anymore.} and we ranked SECOND HOR. hahaha see lah, only when the HAO JIE MEIs combine forces den can win loh. hahaha. and we chatted until 9+ at macs..
:)

OOOH, so u guys mus have noticed the frens test i created.
"as if the test results can tell who yr true frens are.." ----- hahahaha LORETTA WO DUI BU QI NI!!!!! {EH, DONT THINK I DONT KNOW U ALL TOOK NEOS WITHOUT ME AH!!!!}
err, for those ppl with time to spare, u may take my test.. :D
but u see all the lousy scores there.. and u can tell my test is a challenging one. LOL, i got set standard one hor, stayed up for a few hrs to design the qns HAHAA. happy doing!

lol,
KIM JAE WON IS MY NEW LOVE.

pure ranting

2007-07-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

its so difficult to please everybody.

kim jae won

2007-07-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

cute hunk =p

the captivating smile :D

fears & insecurities

2007-06-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

hey all!
im feeling better, thanks thanks so much for the comforting tags =)
as for dose which are not-so-comforting, i appreciate it but i wud like to hear something nicer pls.. hahaha, LOVE YA GUYS! esp ting & lin

hahaa, spent quite a fulfilling day outside on thurs.
went to queenstown with shan shan loretta lionel russell calvin to check out the class tees..
errrm, hahaa it wasnt really fruitful leh.. i tink our class tee wud take lik a hundred more years to decide. lol
norwin joined us after lunch and we went parkway for pool..
hahaa.. i played a few rounds :DD
at first i jus sat aside watch, hahaha but the urge was too overwhelming. lol
i got win HOR. hahahaha
next time mus play agn le =) hahaa.. as usual we played photohunt loh, as usual i was the vital player loh. hahahahahha!! kidding lah. H L S were the vital players. =)

after that met ting lin wenru to eat supper at geylang. hahaha random grp right
went to wen dao shi, not bad lah the dim sum there.. :D esp the fried prawn rolls & carrot cake & some dofu.
hahaa, den we jus talk crap loh. =p
after that went drink soya bean.. lol sit there until 11+ den decided to go off cos my mum called, opps din realise i'd be out until this late =/
okayy and so we were on our way back....
den unfortunately for me my hp ran out of battery.. hai den when i algihted the bus i regretted not asking my father to fetch me from tamp inter, cos the night looks scary ah.
hmm den i saw 293 & i happily chased n boarded e bus.... but i took the wrong 293, hahaa took the red one instead of the green one. aiyah..
so i got off at some bus stop den borrowed a fone from an auntie to call my father.
haaha den the auntie at firz was v hesitant bout lending me the fone, cos she scared i run off with it, so i asked her to hold my fone while i call.
sigh, so i was rescued loh.

it felt v stupid, and iz the second time i borrowed a fone from stranger in times of urgent need. hope there wont be a third.
hai, still mus convince them that im not some desperate handfone thief sia.. sob.
i think im over reliant on my fone, feel veri insecure whenever it run out of batt, esp at night.
hahaa den jus now i saw fone booths, and i hav ten cent coin.. but walaueh, nid to insert cashcard to use fonebooth i tink. hahaa, its like normally who will care bout the existence of the fonebooths ah, but still i cudnt use them.
haha.

okay enough of my sorrowful life,
hahaa, went shopping at bugis with lin & loretta after last exam paper and we all managed to buy stuff! hahaa and i dont mind going on a few more shopping trips =p
whee, tmr i'll be going over to chew peng's hse with a few g-ers to pay her a visit agn :DD
yay, time for some catching up!!!!

thank God for giving me a great family and lots of cute frens too :)

finally..

2007-06-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

had a heart to heart talk with my mum..
hahaa.. really feel much better now.

we both cried, pains me to see her cry.
i guess my family lacks communication.. its lik simply jus four ppl living under the same roof type, although my parents got talk to each other alot lah, but me n my sister oso not v close.. and we're not close to our parents oso. partly is the generation gap but iz mostly lack of patience on OUR {sister&me} part.
both of us are temperamental, and...we really take them for granted.
den its like, we rarely spend time tgt as a family.. even havin a meal tgt is a challenging task.
i dont knw why this happened.. but last time i wud oways confide in my mum.
now i think i shud still do the same too, she nids to knw whats on my mind and i nid to reassure her that im okay.
now i understand..

im blessed with such nice parents,
yet im not cherishing them as much as they do of me.
& i knw nth i do wud be enough to repay them..

...

end to days of agony

2007-06-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

but trouble never ends.

if only..

2007-06-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

http://www.esurveyspro.com/Survey.aspx?id=34c66ed4-0ca2-4772-91c7-35786e7f5736
help me with this survey thanks!!! ;DD

went out with yol, py, kaiwei, sheena on friday! hahaa
took LOTS of neos and went shopping at town, but im the only one who managed to buy sth.
hahaa and due to our encouragement, pei yun finally had her ears pierced..
oh, and we bought this cute robot earring each.. hahaha
next time den i post the pics lah.
heh, and we slacked at macs for nearly 2 hrs.. jus to take lots n lots of pictures.
it was enjoyable, and we'll be meeting up agn on thurs to study at temasek poly! hahaha
yay =) lookin forward to the food and the study area in tp, and needless to say, to take lots of pics agn! :DDD

went to storm for a haircut with linz on saturday... hahaha
linz asked for kason, the CREATIVE DIRECTOR {which we dint realise until much later :)} of storm and i asked for "anybodi will do".
and TO MY HORROR,
the person signalled to a.... not-so-young and not-so-skilled hairdresser to cut my hair..
{recall; i went to storm the previous time and i was v dissatisfied....... hahaaa and COINCIDENTALLY... the hairdresser i met on saturday and the one i am mentioning here are the same =/}
nearly got heart attack loh, so.... i asked for kason too.
hahaa and i din regret.. i tink he's really talented.but...his rate oso v different ah. lol
iz like storm got so mani talents but why of all people i mus tio the not so skilled and not so young de?... hahaa

so after that we went to ZHU's hse to pay her a visit :D
she jus had her op the previous day...
poor thing, her movements are v restricted.. lets pray for a quick recovery for her!
take care zhu! :)

sunday was our class CIP.. hahaa we were suppose to help out at the game stalls for a family carnival in pasir ris... but.. erm turned out that there were other volunteers from another sch helping out at the stalls. so my class was left with nth much to do.
so we jus slack ard.. eat,chat,watch the performances, played the games {exactly like what most pasir ris residents did there -.-} & we did some labour work... which iz to carry the lucky draw prizes from one place to another. hahaha.. firz prize 32 inch LCD TV!! some lucky person got it.
right, & i din feel lik i was doing cip loh. hahaha..
after that went out for dinner to celebrate fathers day :)

and i finally studied today after slacking for 3 days. met alot of ppl at tampines area....*cough cough.

hahaa.. alrightttt.
oh yah, please check out yu ting's blogshop!
refer to my links.. ;)
yu ting's my sister's fren.. so im tryin to promote it.
hahaa i tink her handmade accessories are really nice and affordable! heh.. so remember to check them out :)

just once will do.

2007-06-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

YO...

woke up at 830 today!
hahaa.. pei zhu go sgh for her blood test..
hmm.. everytime i go hospital my legs would go wobbly.. sigh, &by lookin at the glum faces i wud be overwhelmed by this indescribable feeling.. something like the fear of facing death.
not cursing anyone there lah but death its like a part of life..and it sounds scary to me.

o k a y . . .
and so we ended at ard 11+ or sth?
hahaa went bugis walk walk and met linz at mos for lunch..
afterwhich........... we went TIONG BAHRU to collect her perfume. hahaha
people lucky worxxzxxzx.. win a bottle of free perfume {in exchange for that snoopy bottle..........shud be worth it lah;DD}
alright... by then i was vvv tired alr....
so we took bus to queenstown and mrt-ed back to tamp. hahaa.............
..............

right.
zhu n me went library to study with nana.......
okay...........

seriously tired, type until i gona fall alseep le.
byee guys.

everything will be fine :D
be strong, believe.

smun photos :)

2007-06-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

heyyyy guys!

hahaa.. i shall post the SMUN pics here to show u that me n loretta are not outcasts =p

here goes the evidence :

;)we're the EXCLUSIVE UN security council 07.

so the truth is, out of so many many many pics that they took, only a few include our faces. hahaha.... oh well............ go figure.

hahaa, went library with linz today since our attempt to yesterday FAILED terribly. hahaha

{ended up slping at home ytd}

hahaa.. not bad for a START, finished reading 3 sets of notes >.<

studied from 5+ till 7+.. hahaa den ate dinner.

AND ACCOMPANIED 70 TO EAT DINNER TOO.

hahaa.. while waiting for 70,we played fotohunt at tm arcade and we were SECOND.

considering the fact that we played twice only... this really proved our prowess huh..

reached home at 11+!

could have reached home earlier de.. like say 9+?

byee :)

SMUN

2007-06-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

HEY.
im back..
hahaa.. to put it bluntly, i feel that this camp was quite a waste of time..
the whole thing is like a debate on the issue, "nuclear crisis in north korea"..
me n loretta rep indonesia.. so iz like.. we only play a small part in it. hahaa
hmmm den throughout the conference sessions.. we have nothin to say at all. LOL.
i really admire ppl from other jcs.. they were v fluent n knowledgeable..
when i said the opening speech i was alr damn nervous lah. cos the atmosphere was entirely different frm the usual classroom style... considered vv formal. arghh.

so most of the time we were glued to our seats. hahaa.. not like others who kept goin up to speak. okay, but we werent the only ones, haha.. there were 3 other countries who were quiet also, so we kinda formed an alliance with them the next day.

hai.. the first day was horrible for us.
we even felt like going home.. hahaa dats how bad it was.
cos we nvr talk much mah.. so we were not needed n on our own.. like outcasts lidat hahaa
haiiiii it was then i finally understand the feelings of an outcast.. well not exactly lah at least i stiu have loretta.. imagine if i were alone.
i wud hav cabbed home straight hahaha
kena pangseh by them for a few times.......... :(
felt really pathetic.
but at night it was a lil better i guess.. played block catching..
after that had a long chat with loretta before goin to slp at 2am.. hahaa

the next day was much much better..
started to know more ppl... and loretta went up to speak for indo! hahaa :D
nth much lah aye.. haaha stayed up the whole night.. was playin bridge with 3 other delegates hahaha..
errrrm
as a result we slept till 12+ the next day.. skipped 2 conference sessions =p
and i went up to speak for like less than 15 sec. hahaa.
okay.. for the 3rd night we played werewolf/werwolf. quite fun lah :D

right, just by blogging bout this im feeling bored alr. hahaa...
sian lah.. i haven been studyin at all since the start of holidays.
not goin zoo cip tmr.. feeling v tired!!

anyway.. that wasnt much of an experience afterall.
on the other hand, i actually feel that im a worse person..
when it comes to facing new people, there's oways this protective layer around me.
ohwell.. mayb cos dose ppl are like a higher level de gan jue.. kinda stress when facing them. hahaa
although there are exceptions to it.
kayy gudbye :D

all i've got to pull me through is memories of you.

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

2ND JUNE
mayday's concert was a blast!
let the pics do the talkin. {simply cos im too lazy}

before the start of concert. wah lau the lightsticks not nice one... use until the middle of concert den it became vv dim. lousyy lah look like traffic police kind. hai and sad to say me n my sister were quite far from the stage cos we're at the 3rd section.. but we moved front durin the concert. hahaa..

THERE HE IS :D grand opening this time round!! got fireworks! hahaha btw iz held in max pavillion of expo.

BAI MA WANG ZI!!! his vocals damn POWER!

damn highhhhh.
i really love their music to BITS!

dat includes chinese & HOKKIEN songs!! yah their hokkien songs damnnn touching. hahaa for dose LOSERS out there.. their hokkien songs not dose very TAI ones hor.

ehhh love him also! hahaha he's damn attractive when he plays the electronic guitar!!

hahaha i tink this is cute.

aye my eyes are like closing now.. shall upload one LAST pic!

so open ure eyes wide! hahaa

sigh, hate this part the most! :(

.......

really enjoyed every piece of music they played.

hahaa.. somemore there were hard core USA, HK, and malaysia fans who turned up at the concert! and i saw one uncle v hip sia.. hahaah he oso damn enthu lah. waved lightstick n did the L-O-V-E action too! hahahaa.

mayb they wud be here agn next year and it'll be at the indoor stadium.

till then.

JUMP!! li kai di qiu biao mian (:

1 more day =)

2007-06-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

iz almost 2 am.. =/

hai.. now im startin to wonder why i signed up for that smun camp..
iz gona take up 4 days of my precious holidays.. :(
hmmmm ...

i have so many other things to do.. i really hope i'll have time for my family especially since i haven bring my mum out to shop for so long.. v guilty.. everytime go out with my frens nia.
SIAN AH!!!
went shopping with my usual clique loh. finally, our long awaited shopping trip!!!
hahaha.. but we came back empty-handed -.-
it oways turns out this way huh...
i gotta find something purple to wear during the social night, which iz the last night of our hist camp.. hopefully can geddit by end of this week.
hahaaa.. took lots of pics :D
will upload them in frenster..

hai, when i reached home i saw ONE HUGE BAG OF ITEMS which my sister bought today!
wah seh.. Guess handbag somemore.. she say got sale.. discounted price 80+.. original 149. but still...... she like haven even get her pay den spend finish all alr....

man, i look at her and im worried bout our future.. seriously, sometimes i see her spend until like that i oso scared to spend money loh.
she's not a bad sister lah.. v nice to me but haii, havin a shopaholic sis doesnt help too.
ok nvm, i shall hav faith in her..

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh still have opening speech and pw to do...............
rubbbbbbbish.
my holidays are stretched :(

AT LEAST ITS ONE MORE DAY TILL THE BIG DAY.

3 more days :D

2007-05-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

hello all!

had an enjoyable day today. hahaah cos the chem tutorial was CANCELLED :D
& i had a sup pass for chem test, not bad lah. *pats myself on the back

hahaha

then we had our cip briefing at pasr ris east cc... lol. for ure info, we'll be giving out flyers and selling tickets for some family carnival cum dumpling festival to pasir ris residents, hahaa be sure to look out for us on monday!! ;D

ehh and i cant believe we actually volunteered to perform an item on that day lah, haahha serve us right, now we hafta come up with something presentable before 17th june!

heh..

after the briefing me loretta shan shan russell norwin chiong-ed to SAFRA tamp to play photohunt & bowling!!

YEAHH, we're the new record holders for now.. whoooooooosh. hahahaden while i was typing our names.. we ran out of time so i only typed their names n i din manage to type mine!!! hahaha so we were bent on setting a new high score.. lol played a total of 6 rounds.

heheh.. the evidence!!

hahahaha see, the firz record we broke was the "fouronetwo"!! hahaah all dose records dated 30/5/07 belong to US :D

lol... hope to get rid of the "tp sarkz" some other day =p

hahahah YAY my name's on the veri firz one! see everytime we type the names halfway den time's up. haha irritating machine.

alright, that's our only accomplishment for today.

hahaha we were damn gan jiong lah.. den some loser still like "eh shud i press this ah??"

l o s e r.

russell left after photohunt hahaa.. den me loretta norwin played one round of bowling, my score was 119!! AIISHHH. hahaha opps ;p

went home lo. shan shan so nice to lao da! hahaha she pei me wait for 69.. i thot she was suppose to take 69 oso. heh but her hse was jus nearby :D

some pics taken during soccer finals & ne trip;

hahaha.. for this pic, we placed the camera on a dustbin and set timer.. lol.. not bad huh.

anyw.. notice the boy sitting at the v front from now on,

see. and look at loser norwin oso! hahaha he mimicking shenny's pose. hahaha

hahaa alright.

THATS ALL FOLKS!!!!

YEAHH SHOPPING TMR :D

XUE PING!!!!!!!

double trouble

2007-05-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

what kind of holiday is this??
we've been going back to sch since the beginning of this week..
and i badly need to go SHOPPING!!
PPL WAKE UP, NOW'S THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!!

sigh, tmr there's chem lecture and chem make up lesson from 10.30 to 5.
den there's CIP briefing.. wth.
when can we get this___ over and done with?
today was boring, not worth mentioning.

ytd was our gp mid year paper.. generally O-K.. at least i hv points to write for paper 1, was kinda worried bout that initially.
after that was the NE trip.. stupid lah, supposed to go national museum but ended up slacking in marina sq instead :D
hahaa took pictures.. shall upload them in the next post.
AND AND.. we watched PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN with the rest of j1 cohort. firz time i watch at shaw hse, hahaa sua gu.
&woah, orlando bloom is hot.

hohoho, GUESS WHAT?!?!
iz 4 MORE DAYS TO YOU-GUESS-WHAT! hahaah EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

it ends tonight :(

2007-05-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Colosseum's over in a flash.

same goes for our mj soccer match against rj.

it was a good match played :D

ANYWAY, PHOBOS CHEERLEADERS ROCKS!! hahaha i tink we did a fantastic job for the real thing!!!!

hahaa :DD i guess our hard work finally paid off.. we got third i think..but what mattered more was the applause and cheers which we received from the crowd =p

special thanks to vera and shazielah for puttin in the most effort, and also all the cheerleaders who practised hard durin the training! hahaha i really enjoyed the process of it :)

but phobos got 4th overall for colosseum, i tink iz a pity that the soccer boys cudnt take part in track events.. if not we'd definitely have performed much better!

hahaa..

PICTURES!! :D

*GRINSSSSSSSSS

NICE SPLIT BY ATIQAH!!!! YOU GO GIRL! HAHAA

FABULOUS!! esp shaz. hahaa SEXYY.

more pics next time(:

&after colosseum a total of 6 ppl from my class went for dinner.. which was supposed to a CG dinner though. ohwell. hahaa

we went IKEA.. and to GIANT after that. lol....

JUST FOR LAUGHS >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

first up, contestant no 1- NORWIN CHEN

hahahahahahahahahahahah, he's wearing loretta's shirt LOL.

contestant no 2- LIONEL BOEY

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM hahahaha

group 1 - the OVER-AGED.

hahahaha PERVERTIC LOOKS.

now for PRIZE-GIVING ceremony >>>>>>>>>>>>>

>.<

PHOBOS HOT SIA!! ((:

feeling lousy....

2007-05-21T23:05:00.001+08:00

jus reached home.. had cheerleading practise as usual.

killed a cockroach.

tmr will be a better day..

it'll be the last time i see you shine.

2007-05-20T12:06:00.000+08:00

the pics we took :D
http://yin2go4z.spaces.live.com/
pls refer to the second album for the latest photos (:

iz been a busy week.
had cheerleading practises and i tink we're doing fine!!
hope everythin goes smoothly during colosseum!
and.. mj soccer are in the finals! hahaa yay &the whole school will be goin down to the national stadium to support them next thurs.
MOST PROBABLY NEXT FRIDAY WILL BE A HOLIDAY!

went for the music xtraordinaire on friday night too! hahaa.. i tink the solo contestants were not that bad.. as for the group.. hmmmmmmmmmm.
they invited lee fei hui as judge.. and 2 superstar contestants came too. hahaa..
it was nice when they sung songs like jia gei wo and cao ge's shi jie wei yi de ni...
ahhh i wan mayday concert! { even though ah xing kissed selina... :( }

take care everyone :D

:D

2007-05-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

thanks everyone.. im fine now :D
hahaa met up with ZHU, TU, AH MA today! hahaha
ate dinner with them tgt with tingz linz kangli too :D

i finally feel less worried after chatting with zhu.
U'LL RECOVER SOON!
IM HERE FOR U ALWAYSSSSSSSS :)

2007-05-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

i was in a lousy mood since yesterday..
after knowin that something bad happen and i din even know....
i've been tinkin of how to make her feel better but seriously im kinda lost.. dont knw what i can do.

now my mood's like getting worse.
i feel damn irritated by all the deadlines lah.
and it seems like we're getting nowhere.

u said the wrong things at the wrong time and i am
PISSED!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the unreachable

2007-05-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha guess what.
i myself got a shock from my blog song.
i tink i nid somethin quieter. lol

GREAT NEWS!!
i finallllly managed to get a D for my sit n reach! hahahah yay means i can get silver :DD
iz been a huge obstacle to me mann
hahaa
glad that napfa's over! iz our turn to laugh at the guys next week :)

but.. more work iz piling up. i have to hand in the gpp and hist position paper by NEXT MON.
sigh, means i wont be able to enjoy this weekend again.
for ure info, my PW group members are:
- SHAN SHAN
- KAI WEI
- LESTER
well.....

hahaa
and i'd be workin together with LORE...TTA during the hist conference in june. hahaa :D

squash trials are over too, results will be out next week. same goes for the elections.
and we're like havin cheerleading practises every now and then. i tink i dance like robot but....
no choice now. hahaa.
and i've watched spidey 3 alr. tgt with 9 g-ers :D

nice.

anyw.. heard some really really bad news...... im really worried. i hope there's something i can do. in the meantime.... i gotta chiong something else.

BYE PEOPLE!