SMUN

HEY.
im back..
hahaa.. to put it bluntly, i feel that this camp was quite a waste of time..
the whole thing is like a debate on the issue, "nuclear crisis in north korea"..
me n loretta rep indonesia.. so iz like.. we only play a small part in it. hahaa
hmmm den throughout the conference sessions.. we have nothin to say at all. LOL.
i really admire ppl from other jcs.. they were v fluent n knowledgeable..
when i said the opening speech i was alr damn nervous lah. cos the atmosphere was entirely different frm the usual classroom style... considered vv formal. arghh.

so most of the time we were glued to our seats. hahaa.. not like others who kept goin up to speak. okay, but we werent the only ones, haha.. there were 3 other countries who were quiet also, so we kinda formed an alliance with them the next day.

hai.. the first day was horrible for us.
we even felt like going home.. hahaa dats how bad it was.
cos we nvr talk much mah.. so we were not needed n on our own.. like outcasts lidat hahaa
haiiiii it was then i finally understand the feelings of an outcast.. well not exactly lah at least i stiu have loretta.. imagine if i were alone.
i wud hav cabbed home straight hahaha
kena pangseh by them for a few times.......... :(
felt really pathetic.
but at night it was a lil better i guess.. played block catching..
after that had a long chat with loretta before goin to slp at 2am.. hahaa

the next day was much much better..
started to know more ppl... and loretta went up to speak for indo! hahaa :D
nth much lah aye.. haaha stayed up the whole night.. was playin bridge with 3 other delegates hahaha..
errrrm
as a result we slept till 12+ the next day.. skipped 2 conference sessions =p
and i went up to speak for like less than 15 sec. hahaa.
okay.. for the 3rd night we played werewolf/werwolf. quite fun lah :D

right, just by blogging bout this im feeling bored alr. hahaa...
sian lah.. i haven been studyin at all since the start of holidays.
not goin zoo cip tmr.. feeling v tired!!



anyway.. that wasnt much of an experience afterall.
on the other hand, i actually feel that im a worse person..
when it comes to facing new people, there's oways this protective layer around me.
ohwell.. mayb cos dose ppl are like a higher level de gan jue.. kinda stress when facing them. hahaa
although there are exceptions to it.
kayy gudbye :D



all i've got to pull me through is memories of you.