it's all too late.

things are still pretty much the same,
it really hurts to see all those tubes attached to her, the first thing i thought of was..
why was i absent that day, when she cut her cake.. why did i missed it?
so i kept on asking her to wake up.
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had training today, after that went tm for lunch with bimbo hui min, ying hua, yu shu and jonathon.
after that i went to rent JODI PICOULT'S BOOK, im reading her fifth book now.. the reason why i pressed on to read her books is bcos the things she wrote had struck me hard, &she oways left me thinking.
thats why her books in the library are on loan/reserved for 24/7.
&thats why i hafta buy/rent them.
oh, on the way back i think i met some crazy singaporean. hahaa

im {quite} addicted to jay's song -- pu gong ying de yue ding. hahaa cos its lik quite touching.
i feel lik singing that song in ktv. hahaa!
partly also cos i wudnt mind seeing him kissing another girl {if any} in the mv... {unlike some stupid mv where ah xing hafta kiss some girl, if you remember.}
aaaaahhh.
bye!


"p u touch that high voltage thing, d u jump down."
it made bimbo hui min laughed her ass off. hahaha

what the..

bah, this wasnt what i'd expected.
not my kind of holidays.

tell me we wont have to let her go.
qi lai..

2g chalet

HELLO!

cudnt connect to the internet earlier in the day due to some technical problem, i was almost bored to death, so i packed some camp stuff instead. but my sis managed to find the root of the problem, hahaa i feel quite lousy cos im oways relying on her.. =/
oh ya, went to sch this morning for water bomb makin n for training... hahaa but training was cancelled cos the walls are undergoing painting.. we ended up going safra to play bowling after contemplating for a long time.

i striked 4 times! hahaa but not in a row la.. eh den we ate the food there which was v disgusting and expensive. we saw a baby cockcroach crawling on the cup, which contains sauce to make carrot cake i tink.. yucks lah, luckily we din order carrot cake :S

den we went to the squash courts to take a look and ta-da, hahaa the doors werent locked so we borrowed a ball from some people n played for a while.. hahaa next time we shall jus enter without booking ;D

back from 2g chalet ytd... slept from 6pm till 8.45am today! shiok...

but really sorry to 412 people... cos i missed their chalet..

2g chalet was fun overall. hahaa i tink most of us haven changed at all.

i joined them late on the first day, cos i was in genting for the past.. uhh few days.

hahaa basically the ppl who stayed throughout the chalet were zhu, linz, tingz, nana, ahma, gs, zm, tkt, alv, hj, zai, cl.

hahaa the first night was kinda sian, cos ting n nana slept.. but the rest of us played Taboo and asshole daidee afterwards and it was quite thrilling. hahaha..

the chalet was really empty the next day, cos everybodi had trainings and stuff...

me n zhu returned to the chalet ard 2+ to find hejun alone there... -.-

and we were really tired cos we nvr slp... so we slept in the room upstairs and the air con was SUPER COLD!

i woke up in less than an hour and find myself shivering.. cudnt slp a wink after that

argh, din knw that we can change the temperature of the air con until much later!! >.<

so me n zhu jus.. uhh.. slack the few hours away until more ppl came and started fire for bbq.

hahaa that few hours were super waste of time and we actually watched some kiddy show, sort of lik Dora the Explorer, out of desperation.

hahaa... more ppl joined us at night :D

and we.... played Taboo agn. haahah

but it was stiu fun! lol, even though i knew most of the answers alr =p lik 'Busboy' hahaa

den we played asshole daidee agn. waa lost lik mad this time round.. got one round my biggest card was lik 9?!!? hahaa xibeh irritating i gave out the cards for lik 15 rounds at least... hahaha

den they stiu blame me for my bad luck know, cos when i changed seats den the ppl ard me started to lose =p

lol, after that we jus lik slack ard a while more and fall asleep ard 3+ or 4+?

these few days when i fall asleep i lik really fall DEEP into my sleep.

hahaa cos i cudnt feel the ache of my back when i slept on the chalet floor, and i din know my sister was talkin on the phone when she's jus slping beside me n my father cud hear it, and i also din know the air con was off for the whole night ytd.

the feeling's shiokkk :DDD

&for the last day of chalet, we went to arcade to play bball machine! hahaah :D haven been playin arcade of a looong time.

spent quite a bomb. hahaa =p

there's this machine lik bishi bashi but its a more fun version. hahaa

okokok i know i used the word 'fun' alot of times le hahaha

nyce la the game :DD

we went home after that.. =)

oh and we din take any pictures at all! LOL..

put it this way, we're really a unique bunch ;P

anyw, for the genting trip.

hahaa my father drove us there....

please note: my FATHER drove us there.

if u know him well enough, u'll know that he doesnt have a gud sense of direction, yet he's definitely a careful driver. hahaha

he took a wrong turn not once but TWICE.... hahaa the first one almost lead to undesirable consequences. lol

he missed the turn which leads us to genting... hahaa and we were on our way to IPOH.

lol but luckily can U-turn.. if not.... it'll be highway all the way till ipoh i suppose.

hahaa den we came to a place where there's this crossroad or wadever u call it.. hahaah and both sides had signs which says it goes to genting highlands.
so my father don dare to take any gambles alr so we stopped the car in the middle of the crossroads.

there, our car in the middle of this. hahaha

the left sign says this...

&this is the right sign. hahaha

so my dad's confused, and he went out to ask ppl for direction.

in the end.... both ways lead to the same road. hahaha >.<

and we laughed at our foolishness.

we stayed in resort hotel for the first night, it was really hugeee. hahaa

much bigger than the previous ones we stayed.

oh, and the next day they told me the list for the ppl being conscripted into the army was out.

MY NAME WASNT THERE!!!! i wanted to jump for joy immediately sia but i din la. haahah

im so freaking relieved.. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyw fast forward.

we saw this HUNK in first world hotel. OMG he totally has the looks of a STAR.. lik u know, the build, the face, the height.. the X-factor!

but me n my sis jus cudnt figure out his identity. hahaha we jus blindly follow him and his assistant around the area.

and some passer-by were also wondering whether he's a star or sth. he looks lik some hk or korean actor la. shuai si le.

but we lost him after a while... so we jus went off to do manicure n stuff.

oh well, lets not talk bout it. genting's getting more boring.. cos there's nth much to shop actually... and my sister's not the type who wants to play roller coaster anymore...................

HAI, i tink now there's PIRATE SHIP at the outdoor theme park lor. PIRATE SHIP FOR GOODNESS SAKE................. and i can only look at it from a distance!!!!!!!!

so... genting's sian la.

oh, the highlight was that we played photohunt -.-

and we were championssss. hohoho.

:D

went for the wedding dinner. hahaha shall upload the pics in the next post!!

cos stupid kaiwei kip rushing me to update.

hahaah GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH THE WAIT!

BIMBOS.

A MUST-READ: My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult {MY FAVOURITE AUTHOR!} its really touching, this is the first book which made me teared. i tell u, sometimes not even a korean show wud have the means of making me cry hor. hahaha.

i hope it sounds convincing to you :D

how did we end up like this

HEYYYYYY all.

as i'd mentioned, i went for a training session at LUXASIA building today..
from what i know, im working for the company Luxasia. hahaa we were half an hour late, reached at 1030.. and dats when our trainer {june} told us that the session wud last until 6!!!!!! D:
there were other part-timers like us too, ard the same age and im {not} surprised to know that 2 of them smoke. its as if smoking is a norm in the working world.
anyw, the session was v enriching.
for the first part, we were split into small grps and asked to link our 5 senses in relation to our job scope. for example, sense of smell is to differenciate the different types of fragrance. haahha &i suggested something stupid for sense of taste... opps. hence my teammate was v unwilling to present the answer.
haahah afta that was lunch. oh, i forgot to talk bout the main objective of the training.
hahaah its basically for us to familiarise to ALL the perfumes of ard 8 or more brands? mainly CK, davidoff, JLo, SJP, Vera Wang, Marc Jacobs, kenneth cole etc!!
and we hafta try and memorise the top/heart/base note of EACH perfume AND also terms lik "feminine/masculine/floral scent" to go along with it.
but its definitely more interesting than terms lik " {okay in case ure wondering, right now im tryin to come up with some Chemistry terms but.... nothing comes into my mind. IM SO DEAD.} "
yeah, i tink we smell lik at least 50 frangrance? hahaa and lastly, we had a role-play session towards the end... where we paired up and took turns to act as customer/promoter.
hahaa damn funny lah!!!! =/
ok shall not bastard.
hahahaah



bad news: i tink i wont be working tangs anymore.AHHH i predict they wud be allocating me n linz to other areas...so we'd be lik hopping from place to place to work. SUPER SAD.

i'd definitely miss working there.

3rd day of work

hello.

today was my 3rd day of work @ tangs.
hahaa sales was very bad today, i sold lik 5-6 items only..
met a new senior, not v sure of his name.. hahaa he was v crappy &all.. so quite different from the rest. phew, finally found someone with same frequency. hahaa
YAY and i wasnt alone during my 1hr break! =p
kaiwei shan loretta came to find me!! thanks a million :DD im so touched!!
went ljs and chatted, then back to work.. hahaa super slack alr cos there was v little ppl towards the end of my shift.

wud be heading down to eunos for proper training {for work} tmr.. HAI, so i wud be missing last training with coach... jus bought my new racket only, hahaa did i mention that its super nice to use??
i'd be goin to MALAYSIA on friday! we'd be stayin one night at GENTING!! OMG i din realise until lik a few days ago. hahahaha NICEEE. i love genting for many many reasons :D
the next day we'd be going for some relative's wedding dinner, and mayb we'd be stayin at sunway lagoon hotel or sth which im not so excited bout. hahaha
so i'd be back in s'pore on.... 18th nov and going for 2g chalet!!!
hope i wont be too tired by then =/
20th nov 2g chalet ends...
then mayb i'd go down to 412 chalet{omg i hope im still alive}
23-25 nov wud be OGL camp.

okayyyy so that shud be my schedule for next week.
den after that shud be back to work alr :(


sometimes i wonder why im making myself so tired, shudnt i be resting during my holidays instead?? if not next year i may go bonkers.. AYE
im having a terrible headache now!!
bye.

sigh

die lah.

...
my mum and my sis like unhappy.
why always like that.. its lik the harder we try, the faster we fail.

sometimes i feel lik im losing my self image.
dno how to explain it, wont be trying either..

wo wei shen me hai ai ni

hello!

-i've dyed my hair, the colour's not v obvious so im hoping that i can escape my teacher's clutches.
-i went to sentosa with 2g-ers! hahaa ive become darker by a LITTLE BIT only :D.. thats the power of sun block lotion. hahaa
-i started workin on friday at tangs tgt with linz, as promotors for perfume. hahaa.. this is by far the best job that im given... even though its really tough to stand throughout the 8 hrs.... but at least the pay not that stingy. hahaa
-on saturday, which was my second day at work, it was really tiring for me bcos i had a frenly at AJ in the morning.... which was at yio chu kang................ nearly died on my way home... somemore i went home alone bcos i needed to get changed and go for work in the afternoon at 3. HAI super tiring.... den went home change, after that go town agn.... spent half of the day travelling loh.
i worked from 3.30 till 11 omg............ somemore my shoes were a size smaller.... my legs pain until i have no more strength to promote perfume alr. hahaha jus felt like stoning the last 3 hrs away.. cant even be bothered bout my commission anymore. hahaa..
sigh............ i guess i'd be working alone most of the time.. cos linz n my schedule clash.
hahaa COME FIND ME IF U'VE GOT NTH TO DO OKAYYY...
imagine going on lunch/dinner break alone... so pathetic!!!
-went orchard with loretta shan linz today.. hahaa did some last minute shopping for j1 bash tmr. we looked for accessories and did manicure. opps i wasnt suppose to spend my money on that... hahaa :S i sure hope im not becoming lik my sis. lol she starts spending before she earns money.


thats bout all.....

queenstownn

im so tired! hahaa but im happily tired though.

woke up at 7.40 this morning :( training's at 9.
the weather super nice to slp!! i cud hear the rain while im half awake, was v reluctant to get up........
training was as usual, okay loh.
coach actually praised nana worxz. hahaha cos she played with kit mun for fun, den coach said nana got strength, also willing to run blahhhhh. RUNNING WHAT, thts the only thing she's good at :D
hahaa went to queenstown with my disciple Lynn! hahaha
main objective was to search for new rackets, others include buyin fbt, shoes, shirt etc.
hahaa.. but in the end we realise coach offered us the most reasonable price. hahaha
but still very ex lah... {cos of some ulu pandan teacher, now end up like that.}
and i realised sth too. i tink lynn is a hard-core shopper! hahaa she can actually walk queenstown shopping mall for lik close to 4 hrs? unlike the previous times i go there, at most only spend 1 hr bah. hahaa
but i admit she's a mindful shopper. hahaa she'll lik look at the pros and cons of that thing before finally deciding on buyin or not. so i tink, want to earn her money confirm mus put in alot of effort!
hahaa in the end i only manage to buy fbt shorts and she bought fbt shirt &shorts :D
the cutting for the shorts is the newest kind, mostly white and blue/green/orange at the sides.
hahaa went home after eating.. &i found out sth surprising about her! hahaa stunned me for a moment but i guess its nothing new to me :)

took train home, but we were too engrossed in chatting.. hahaa den suddenly found out that we're at DOVER mrt station. hahaha
took the wrong direction and we din realise until the 3rd stop after queenstown.=/
hahaah nvm, it meant that we had more time to chat!
:DD really enjoyable, im sure we'll go shopping agn someday!


my poor legs, i tink they've suffered enough.
tmr gotta report to sch at 9 jus to sign some stupid shit.
im really sick of it sia! actually we cud have handed in our final draft for I&R tmr as well what.
i simply dont understand.
so now i've to wake up early for 3 days in a row. wthhhhhhhh.

and i think i've made up my mind to DYE MY HAIR tmr!!!!!!!
im trimming my hair as well..
after that im going NOKIA CARE FOR THE THIRD TIME, with my parents.
ultra pisseddddddd. my phone is lik damn ugly now la... SO MANY SCRATCHES KNOW. GET MY POINT?
now the battery stiu doesnt work. WHY CANT THEY FIND THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM?? judging from the looks of the queue, i thot by now they shud be EXPERTS alr??
but i jus cant bring myself to scream at dose irrtants.
linz now im blaming myself for not agreeing to buy the fake hp cover!!!



&nobody actually bothered to explain.

dye or not?

highlights of the day: bought 2 dresses, and probably found a temp job!!

hahaa thanks to linz recommendation.
anyw, met up with zhu and nana also..
hahaa and i told my mum bout dyeing my hair.
she says its a waste of money, cos after less than 2 mths i'd hafta dye black. ARGH
everytime she says so, i always change my mind.
but i really wana dye hair leh, shud i shud i?
ahhh... cos i foresee i'd be spending alot in the coming holidays :S

tmr is shopping with kw sheena py,
tues training, mayb buyin new racket.
wed not sure yet.
thurs sentosa with g-ers.
friday not sure yet.
saturday frenly with AJ. at night mayb bbq at ecp.
sunday not sure yet.
J1 bash coming up, tink i'd be wearing sth vvv simple. hahaha learnt my lesson from prom alr.
guys shuang la, jus wear suit and shoes and tie can la, den gel hair can go out jian ren le.


right, PW'S OFFICIALLY OVER FROM THIS MOMENT.. cos i finished editing I&R.
WOOOOOOOOOSH i smell freedom :D

p.s. evan yo really doesnt = to -----------. hahahha NEVERRRRR

hit awards

mixed feelings now.

hahaa haven update bout alot of things sia...
-steamboat with linz tingz norwin wenru
-tj frenly
-singapore hit awards

anyw, met up with yol peiyun kw loretta ytd for a nice chat.
hahaa we sat outside new york pizza den we siam to macdonalds cos got cockcroach,
den outside macdonalds got a RAT! yucks.
so we chatted at small macs. and went home..


its such a pity!

end of torture

YIPPEE.
end of OP!!
WELL DONE MJ173! esp happy 3 frens =)

was so nervous in the morning.. esp during the atiqah's presentation. hahaa felt lik pang sai-ing.
woah, the half hr break was so torturous for my grp.. cos the rest are done with theirs alr.
but luckily the qns asked werent too difficult to handle..
and most importantly, our countless rehearsals paid off.
so, great job guys! :D




time for me to live my own way.
how does it feel lik to know that ure time's almost up..?